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Sri Sri  guru-gaura∫gau jayata˙
SREE  PRABANDHAVALE
A Collection of Devotional Essays



Sri Prabandhåvalî

cri cri guru-gaura∫gau jayata˙
CRE PRABANDHAVALE
A Collection of Devotional Essays



INTRODUCTION
It is a matter of great happiness that we can now present
this second edition of Cri Prabandhavali before our
Vais√ava readers. This book is a compilation of lectures
spoken originally in Hindi by our most worshipful Crila
Gurudeva, oμ vis√upada as†ottara-cata Cri Crimad
Bhaktivedanta Naraya√a Maharaja. The first edition of this
book was published in 1996, just before Crila Gurudeva’s
first preaching tour of Western countries.
Observing the festival days outlined in the Vais√ava
calendar is an important aspect of devotional practice. Crila
Gurudeva always speaks on the appropriate topic on such
days, whether it be the appearance or disappearance day of
a prominent Vais√ava acarya, the appearance day of an
incarnation of Bhagavan, or any other significant day. Of
the eleven lectures included within this book, nine are lectures
that he spoke on significant dates from the Vais√ava
calendar. The word prabandha means an essay and avali
means a collection. We are confident that devotees will find
this Cri Prabandhavali helpful in their sincere efforts to
honour these important days.
The material herein was spoken during 1989 and 1991 at
Cri Kecavaji Gau∂iya Ma†ha in Mathura and Cri Rupa-
Sanatana Gau∂iya Ma†ha in VRndavana. The only exception
is the chapter on Crila A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami
Prabhupada, which was compiled from three separate
lectures spoken in English in the early 1990s.
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In this second edition a glossary has been added to assist
readers unfamiliar with Sanskrit terminology. Also, the
book has been redesigned and typeset to a higher standard.
Acknowledgment goes to Lava∫ga-lata dasi for copy-editing
this second edition, to Asabhadeva dasa and Canti dasi for
proofreading the final manuscript, to Atula-kRs√a dasa for
checking the Sanskrit, to KRs√a-prema dasa for designing
the new cover and to Subala-sakha dasa for providing the
new photograph of Crila Gurudeva. This publication is yet
another manifestation of Crila Gurudeva’s great mercy.
Together we offer it into his hands and pray that he will
bless us with the necessary qualification to continue serving
him in this way. Hare KRs√a.




Chapter One
The Appearance Day of
Crila Bhaktivedanta Vamana Maharaja
Vyasa is the personality who delineated the glories of the
names, form, qualities and pastimes of Bhagavan in this
world. The ceremony to honour the acarya who, sitting on
a throne in the service of Bhagavan, preaches His glories
and attracts people towards Him is called Vyasa-puja.
Another name for Vyasa-puja is guru-puja. In India, the
general convention is that guru-puja is observed on the day
of Guru-pur√ima. It is considered Vyasa’s appearance day,
and on that day all sampradayas worship their respective
gurus. But in accordance with the scriptures, the primary
acarya of modern times, Cri Crimad Bhaktisiddhanta
Sarasvati Gosvami Prabhupada, established special worship
of the guru on that guru’s own specific appearance day. Real
guru-puja is when, on his appearance day, the guru worships
his whole guru-parampara and instructs his disciples on how
to do the same.
In the scriptures, the glories of the guru have been
described extensively. Crila Vicvanatha Cakravarti Ehakura
has written:
yasya prasadad bhagavat-prasado
yasyaprasadan na gati˙ kuto ’pi
Cri Gurvas†aka (8)
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By the mercy of the guru, one receives the mercy of
Bhagavan. And if one doesn’t receive the mercy of the guru,
he will never attain the kRpa of Bhagavan. In Crimad-
Bhagavatam (11.17.27) Cri KRs√a says:
acaryaμ maμ vijaniyan
navamanyeta karhicit
na martya-buddhyasuyeta
sarva-deva-mayo guru˙
One should know the guru as the acraya-vigraha and nondifferent
from Me. One should never disrespect him or
attribute faults to him by perceiving him with material
vision, for he is the embodiment of all the demigods.
There are numerous demigods and goddesses, and
amongst them Brahma, Vis√u and Maheca are primary. The
guru is the embodiment of Brahma, the embodiment of
Vis√u, and also the embodiment of Maheca. He is compared
to Brahma because just as Brahma creates this world,
the guru creates bhakti by sowing the seed of devotion in
our hearts. Vis√u is the maintainer, and gurudeva is he who
maintains our bhakti. As long as we haven’t attained the
stage of prema, he continues to strengthen our devotion. As
conditioned souls, we cannot even imagine how much
endeavour he makes for even one disciple. And as Maheca is
the destroyer, the guru destroys all of our anarthas and
aparadhas. This is why the guru is said to be the embodiment
of all the demigods.
There are so many jivas in this world, and although some
are inclined towards Bhagavan, most are averse to Him.
Their intrinsic forms are as eternal servants of KRs√a, but
forgetting this, they are wandering in material existence.
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Without bhakti they will never possess any auspiciousness.
Therefore sometimes KRs√a Himself descends into this
world, sometimes He assumes different incarnations, and
sometimes He sends His cakti in the form of the guru.
Otherwise it would be impossible for the jivas to ever
receive auspiciousness. Only by bhakti can they attain their
ultimate good fortune; yet bhakti is not a thing of this
world. Inside the eternally perfected associates of KRs√a,
the essence of the saμvit- and hladini-caktis is always present
in the form of prema-bhakti. Until the jiva receives that
essence, he will not possess any real auspiciousness. The
guru is a resident of the spiritual world, and he descends
into this world. He brings the prema of Goloka Vraja to
this world and bestows it upon the conditioned souls. Such
a great personality, an eternally perfected ragatmika devotee
who possesses vraja-prema and brings it to this world, is
known as a cuddha-guru.
As the current of the Ga∫ga carries water from the
Himalayas down to the ocean, there is a current flowing
through our guru-parampara which, beginning from KRs√a
Himself, has come down to the modern acaryas and is
presently flooding the entire material world with kRs√aprema.
This is the primary function of the guru. If someone
is not able to give this prema, then he is not really a guru at
all. Being capable of bestowing kRs√a-prema is the primary
attribute of a genuine Vais√ava guru.
Today is the appearance day of such a guru, Cri Crimad
Bhaktivedanta Vamana Maharaja, who serves as the present
acarya of the Cri Gau∂iya Vedanta Samiti. He took birth in
1916 in the district of Jessore in East Bengal, which is now
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Bangladesh. His boyhood name was Santosa, and his paternal
uncle was one of Crila Bhaktisiddhanta Prabhupada’s first
disciples, NRsiμha Maharaja. Vamana Maharaja’s mother
was also a disciple of Prabhupada, and she was very strict;
she would even discipline her husband. If her husband had
been eating any prohibited food, she would not allow him
to enter the house, and she disciplined the children in the
same manner. Vamana Maharaja was the oldest of her four
sons, and she was very concerned about him being influenced
by his father. So when Vamana Maharaja was only nine
years old, she took him to Prabhupada’s ma†ha in Mayapura
where NRsiμha Maharaja was already staying. When they
arrived there, NRsiμha Maharaja led them to our gurudeva,
Crila Bhakti Prajnana Kecava Maharaja, who was the temple
commander at that time. Residing in the ma†ha from that
day on, Vamana Maharaja received harinama initiation
directly from Prabhupada and has remained a lifelong
nais†hika-brahmacari.
Our Guru Maharaja immediately put Vamana Maharaja in
school and would say to him, “I will give you some chocolate
if you will recite just one cloka for me.” In this way he
learned many clokas, and Gurudeva was always extremely
affectionate to him. At that young age Vamana Maharaja
learned how to seat Vais√avas for taking prasada by giving
them a leaf to eat from and some salt and water. And after
all the Vais√avas had finished taking prasada he would clean
everything. He also learned how to cook there, and he
could very quickly prepare first-class offerings.
After some time Prabhupada departed from this world,
and then our Guru Maharaja established the Gau∂iya
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Vedanta Samiti in 1943. I joined the mission in 1946, and at
that time I saw how Vamana Maharaja was doing everything:
writing letters, managing the temple, cooking, and
travelling for preaching. Together with my godbrother
Crila Trivikrama Maharaja, we received sannyasa from
Guru Maharaja on Gaura-pur√ima in 1954. Vamana
Maharaja is a great scholar just as our gurudeva was. It has
been said that he is like a dictionary of clokas because he
knows so many verses from the scriptures. When while lecturing
Gurudeva would sometimes forget a cloka, Vamana
Maharaja would always supply it from memory. Once, when
we went to Assam for preaching, Gurudeva boldly declared
that the mouths of the people there who ate meat and fish
were like the drains of sewers. One of the sects there was
virtually prepared to stone us, and they challenged us by
saying, “You say that Caitanya Mahaprabhu is Bhagavan
Himself, but what evidence is there of this?” Guru
Maharaja turned to Vamana Maharaja and said, “Speak.”
Then Vamana Maharaja recited fifty clokas one after the
other from different scriptures as evidence, and those
people were silenced.
Guru Maharaja placed the entire responsibility of editing
and publishing our Bengali magazine exclusively upon
Vamana Maharaja. From his boyhood Vamana Maharaja
studied Bhagavatam verses and their commentaries, and as
a result he can speak on Vais√ava philosophy for hours
without stopping. He is such a great scholar, and he is a
very sweet person as well. With children he is very affectionate,
and he speaks with them concerning things like
ghosts that they enjoy hearing about. He attracts everyone
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to spiritual life, and even in an assembly of scholars, he is
always the greatest scholar. He refutes others’ misconceptions,
but he does it in such a way that their feelings are not
hurt, as if carefully performing a surgical operation.
Vamana Maharaja is very grave and quiet, and there is
another special quality that he possesses: I have seen many
people, myself included, who give explanations from the
scriptures and enjoy taking praise from others for it. But
having known Vamana Maharaja for almost fifty years, I
have never seen him do this, not even by accident. He is
also very tolerant. As if taking poison and digesting it, he
may see the faults in others, but he never speaks about
them. He has so much eagerness to preach the instructions
of Caitanya Mahaprabhu, and he has preached in all the villages
of West Bengal and Assam. Bhagavan has especially
empowered this great personality with many transcendental
qualities. Today I pray to Crila Vamana Maharaja that he
will mercifully allow me to always remain as his shadow,
thereby enabling me to always follow him. I consider him to
be my ciksa-guru, because since the day I joined the mission
he has given me whatever I required with great affection.
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Chapter Two
The Disappearance Day of
Crila A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada
Cri KRs√a chose for His pure devotee, A.C. Bhaktivedanta
Swami Maharaja, to appear on the very auspicious day
known as Nandotsava. This is the day after Janmas†ami and
the anniversary of the day on which Nanda Maharaja held
a great festival to celebrate KRs√a’s birth. This fact alone
signifies that Crila Swami Maharaja was appearing for the
purpose of performing some very important activities. His
parents were very pious and therefore gave him the name
Abhaya Cara√a. Abhaya means “fearless”, and cara√a means
“the lotus feet of the Lord”, so Abhaya Cara√a is a name of
KRs√a because only KRs√a can grant real fearlessness in this
world. Thus Swamiji was meant to give fearless shelter to
the entire world. The giving of this name was very significant
and nothing less than a divine arrangement.
I first met Swamiji in 1950 when I was staying with my
gurudeva in our temple in Calcutta. Generally all devotees
would show great respect to my gurudeva, but one day I saw
Gurudeva himself show great respect to a householder
devotee who had arrived from Allahabad. He spoke to him
with great love and affection. At the first opportunity I
asked my gurudeva, “Who is that devotee?” He replied,
“He is Abhaya Cara√aravinda. [Crila Bhaktisiddhanta
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Sarasvati] Prabhupada gave him the title ‘Bhaktivedanta’,
and although he is a gRhastha, he is very learned, especially
in English and Bengali. He is a very qualified devotee.”
Then, when Swamiji saw that I was rendering so much service
to my gurudeva, he was attracted to me. He called me
over and asked me where I was from, what my name was
and so on.
When Swamiji first came to Mathura, I personally
requested him to take sannyasa. He replied that when he
was initiated by Prabhupada, he was instructed to publish
an English magazine and several books, and around the
same time he read this verse from Crimad-Bhagavatam
(10.88.8):
yasyaham anugRh√ami
harisye tad-dhanaμ canai˙
tato ’dhanaμ tyajanty asya
svajana du˙kha-du˙khitam
[Cri KRs√a said:] O King, when I favour someone, I gradually
deprive him of all his wealth. In other words when a
person, although desirous of giving up material sense gratification,
is somehow engrossed in the sense objects present
before him, he is afflicted with distress. For such a person
the removal of these objects is itself a manifestation of My
favour. When his wife, sons and relatives find him to be an
abject failure beset with repeated misery, they reject the
impoverished man.
Swamiji said to me, “For me, the meaning of this verse has
come true. All of my business ventures failed, and my family
turned against me. They used to say, ‘You are a mad person.
You are good for nothing and have spoiled everything.’ So
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I have spoiled everything, I am penniless, and now you are
telling me that I should take sannyasa.”
I used to joke with him, saying, “You desire to love your
children and your wife, but they are not interested.” I told
him at that time that he should not endeavour any longer
for these material concerns because KRs√a and Prabhupada
desired that instead he should do many very important
things, like preach in Western countries. A few days after
that, my gurudeva also came to Mathura. I requested
Gurudeva to persuade him to take sannyasa. Swamiji and my
gurudeva were very intimate friends who had lived together
for some time. They were both intellectual giants from
high-class families. Then Gurudeva called him and said,
“Naraya√a Maharaja and all the boys here in the ma†ha are
saying that you should take sannyasa, and I support them. It
will be very beneficial.” He agreed, saying, “The meaning
of that verse from the Bhagavatam has come directly upon
my head, and now I must accept sannyasa.” When the auspicious
day for his initiation came, I personally prepared his
outer cloth for sannyasa and showed him how to wear it. I
also prepared his daöa and performed the sannyasa-yajna
with my own hands. KRs√a dasa Babaji Maharaja was also
present there, and as he led the congregational chanting of
the maha-mantra and I recited the mantras for the yajna,
my gurudeva gave Swamiji the sannyasa-mantra.
After that Swamiji and I spent a great deal of time
together, first in Delhi and then at the Radha-Damodara
Temple in VRndavana. In those days he was mostly translating
and writing. I saw at that time how he was niskincana,
possessionless. He didn’t even have a decent cadar, so I
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would give him mine to sit on and we would talk about
KRs√a and how to do bhajana. We would also converse
about Rupa Gosvami and he would show me what he was
writing. Then at midday we would make capatis together –
he would roll them and I would put them on the fire. He
was so qualified in every respect. He was expert at playing
the mRda∫ga, performing kirtana and arcana, writing, and
giving lectures with word-for-word explanations of Sanskrit
verses. He was always writing, chanting, and thinking about
spiritual things, and he never wasted a moment.
He expressed to me his plan: “I will go to Western countries,
start a hostel, and if necessary I will distribute eggs,
meat and wine also, having full faith that by chanting the
holy name of KRs√a, within a very few days Western people
will abandon all these bad habits.” Due to that faith and
determination, in no time his mission was spread around
the entire world. I have never seen an acarya do anything
like this before. Even Ca∫karacarya took quite some time to
spread his doctrine, and that was only in India. But in a very
short time, from 1966 to 1977, he started so many centres
for the worship of Cri Radha-KRs√a, Caitanya Mahaprabhu
and Jagannatha in Western countries, in India, in Eastern
countries – everywhere. He not only established these centres,
but he also attracted many thousands of very good boys
and made them into scholars, brahmacaris and sannyasis. As
if with a magic wand he also attracted such qualified girls,
ladies and children. He made true the prediction of
Bhaktivinoda Ehakura that Westerners would one day take
tulasi-malas and mix with their Indian brothers, chanting,
“Hare KRs√a, Hare KRs√a, KRs√a KRs√a, Hare Hare, Hare
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Rama, Hare Rama, Rama Rama, Hare Hare.”
Through the years he wrote me over one hundred letters
from Western countries, describing how he was preaching
and what he was doing. On his request I shipped all of his
books to him from Delhi to America, and I also sent him
mRda∫gas, karatalas, deities of Radha-KRs√a and many
other items. He even wrote in one letter requesting me to
send him a milksweet named Mathura pe∂a. He was very
fond of this sweet, so I used to send it to him. And when he
first returned from America to India, I was the first person
to greet him at the airport.
There have been many preachers like Vivekananda and
others who went to Western countries, but they could not
give what Swamiji has given there. They took only their own
theories, but Svamiji gave what Cri Caitanya Mahaprabhu
Himself wanted to give to this world, the holy name within
prema-sutra:1
nama-prema-mala ga∫thi’ paraila saμsare
Cri Caitanya-caritamRta (Adi-lila 4.40)
He wove a wreath of harinama and prema with which he
garlanded the entire material world.
Caitanya Mahaprabhu was maha-vadanya, the most
munificent incarnation, and similarly, Rupa Gosvami,
Sanatana Gosvami, Jiva Gosvami, Raghunatha dasa
Gosvami, KRs√adasa Kaviraja Gosvami, Vicvanatha
Cakravarti Ehakura, Baladeva Vidyabhusa√a and
Bhaktivinoda Ehakura were all very munificent because
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This term means “an aphorism saturated with divine love”, in other
words the Hare KRs√a maha-mantra.
they distributed that which Mahaprabhu Himself wanted to
give. Prabhupada sent Swamiji to Western countries, knowing
that he was a very great personality and that he could
give what was within Prabhupada’s own heart. Vivekananda
and all of the other preachers went there and gave only these
four things: dharma (religiosity), artha (economic development),
kama (sense gratification) and moksa (liberation).
But they didn’t really give even moksa, so they gave only
three things. Some preachers may have tried to give moksa
there also, but not kRs√a-prema.
Because Swamiji had little time, he mostly emphasised
vaidhi-bhakti. There are so many stages of bhakti, but ultimately
bhakti means only raganuga-bhakti. He also wanted
to preach in Western countries that which Rupa Gosvami
has given in Ujjvala-nilama√i, and that which has been written
by acaryas like Raghunatha dasa Gosvami and
KRs√adasa Kaviraja Gosvami, but he could not do it at that
time. He had so little time, only ten or eleven years. So he
tried to give craddha, then nis†ha, then ruci. We should
know what nis†ha is. We are executing crava√am, kirtanam,
vis√u-smara√am, pada-sevanam, arcanam, vandanam,
dasyam, sakhyam and atma-nivedanam, as well as namakirtana,
sadhu-sa∫ga, bhagavata-crava√a, mathura-vasa and
cri murti-seva, but we should go deeply into all of these
activities. What is the meaning of nis†ha? When all anarthas
are eradicated. And what are anarthas? Those things which
entangle us in worldly intoxication. Svarupa-bhrama (not
knowing our real form), asat-tRs√a (desire for temporary
things), hRdaya-daurbalya (weakness of heart), and namaaparadha,
vais√ava-aparadha, seva-aparadha and dhama-
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aparadha – all these anarthas are mentioned in Vicvanatha
Cakravarti Ehakura’s Madhurya-kadambini. When all of a
devotee’s anarthas are eradicated, then nis†ha comes to him.
Although we know that chanting the name of KRs√a and
hearing about KRs√a are very beneficial, we do not possess
the determination by which we can constantly perform
these activities and steadily progress in bhakti. When one
possesses such unwavering determination, it is called nis†ha.
“I may die, but I cannot leave kRs√a-bhakti ” – this is nis†ha.
And when we reach the stages of ruci and asakti, it will seem
that we simply cannot live without taking KRs√a’s name or
hearing hari-katha.
There are two kinds of craddha: vaidhi and raganuga.
Swamiji gave only vaidhi-bhakti because at that time it was
not appropriate for him to explain raganuga-bhakti. He had
written something of it in his books, but because most readers
were not qualified enough to learn it at that time, he did
not explain it in detail. But by practising vaidhi-bhakti we
can eventually enter into raganuga-bhakti, which arises from
that craddha which is full of “greed”. Caitanya Mahaprabhu
descended especially to give sva-bhakti-criyam:
anarpita-cariμ cirat karu√ayavatir√a˙ kalau
samarpayitum unnatojjvala-rasaμ sva-bhakti-criyam
hari˙ pura†a-sundara-dyuti-kadamba-sandipita˙
sada hRdaya-kandare sphuratu va˙ caci-nandana˙
Cri Caitanya-caritamRta (Adi-lila 1.4)
May Cri Cacinandana Gaurahari, resplendent with the radiance
of molten gold (having adopted the splendour of the
limbs of Crimati Radhika), forever manifest Himself within
your hearts. He has descended in the age of Kali out of His
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causeless mercy to bestow upon the world that which had
not been given for a long time, the most confidential wealth
of His devotional service, the highest mellow of amorous
love.
The meaning of this verse is very deep. Mahaprabhu
came solely to give this, and Swamiji also came solely to
give this. But first he had to prepare the soil for the seed,
and so much time passed in doing that. He said that if the
philosophies of mayavada or advaitavada were not defeated
first, then bhakti could not be established. He came to this
world, as did Prabhupada before him, to fulfil the mission
of Caitanya Mahaprabhu, which is to bestow the parakiyabhava
of Vraja. They did not come to give the unnatojjvalarasa
spoken of in this verse because that is the property of
Crimati Radhika alone. Caitanya Mahaprabhu descended to
taste this, not to give it to others.
In this verse, the word sva means Crimati Radhika, and
bhakti means Her prema. Having stolen the inner bhava
and complexion of Crimati Radhika, KRs√a Himself
descended in Kali-yuga as Cacinandana. Why is He known
as Cacinandana? Because He was very dear to His mother
Caci, and His mother was very humble and merciful. Rupa
Gosvami is saying in this verse that as the mother, being so
merciful, gives her breast to her child, Caitanya Mahaprabhu
has come to give prema to us. He is KRs√a in the form of
Crimati Radhika, and Radhika is also so merciful, even more
than KRs√a. All of KRs√a’s mercy is embodied in Radhika.
So here, Cacinandana means He who is extremely merciful.
What did He give? He could not give the mahabhava of
Radhika because no one can taste the beauty of KRs√a, the
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sweetness of His form, and the sweetness of His pastimes as
She does. Mahaprabhu wanted to taste only these things as
She does, so what did He want to give? Sva-bhakti-criyam:
Crimati Radhika is sva-bhakti, the hladini potency plus the
saμvit potency. Here the word cri means manjari. So Rupa
Manjari, Ana∫ga Manjari, Tulasi Manjari, Lava∫ga
Manjari, Vinoda Manjari, Kamala Manjari, Nayana Manjari
and all other manjaris are the cri of Crimati Radhika. In Cri
Caitanya-caritamRta it has been stated that Crimati Radhika
is the root creeper, and all the gopis are the flowers, leaves
and buds. When the wind blows, all of the buds and leaves
will quiver. So if KRs√a and Radhika meet, and Radhika is
in a very pleasing mood, then all of the leaves and buds are
also pleased. If KRs√a draws any pictures on Her face or
anywhere else on Her, all the manjaris will have those same
designs on them. This is bhakti-criyam, and Caitanya
Mahaprabhu, Rupa Gosvami, Prabhupada and Swamiji all
came solely to give this: sva-bhakti-criyam, or manjaribhava.
But they all had to first prepare the soil by endeavouring
to remove all of the weeds which are very harmful to that
creeper. I have heard that Prabhupada said he had come to
this world solely to give radha-dasya, but to accomplish this
he had to do so much that his whole life was spent only in
the preparatory work of cutting away the jungle, because at
that time there was only mayavada philosophy here.
Similarly, when Swamiji went to the Western countries,
he faced much opposition from Christians. Many acaryas
went there, but their endeavours were not fruitful and
Prabhupada was not satisfied. But since Swamiji went,
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hundreds of thousands of editions of Crimad-Bhagavatam
have been published and distributed around the entire
world.
In a very short time he accomplished all of this, but he
really wanted to give manjari-bhava, so we shouldn’t be satisfied
merely with what we received from him at that time.
I feel that if he were present here today, he would be
instructing us on raganuga-bhakti. He is omnipotent and he
will inspire everything in our hearts as the caitya-guru. He
is not far away from us; we should know that gurudeva is
always with us. We should try to enter into the realm of this
raganuga-bhakti, but we should not imitate. If we imitate,
all will be ruined, so we must be careful not to behave as the
sahajiyas do concerning raganuga-bhakti. In Cri Vilapakusumanjali,
Raghunatha dasa Gosvami has prayed for the
same bhakti that Vicvanatha Cakravarti Ehakura has prayed
for in Sa∫kalpa-kalpadruma. But we shouldn’t try to go at
once into that ocean of govinda-lilamRta – we’ll be doomed.
By thoughtfully executing vaidhi-bhakti, we will slowly but
steadily enter into the realm of raganuga-bhakti. Raganugabhakti
is the ultimate goal, but we should approach it very
carefully by following the ordinary principles that
Prabhupada and Swamiji have taught.
Just before Swamiji departed this world, he begged my
forgiveness for anything he may have said or written in the
course of his preaching that may have offended me. For the
same reason he also asked me to beg forgiveness from his
godbrothers on his behalf. He said that he had brought
many new devotees to the Gau∂iya line from Western
countries. He said that since he was unable to give them
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everything in the short time he was present here, he wanted
me to give them further instruction on bhakti and to always
help them in any way I could. He also asked me to perform
the ceremony to place him into samadhi.
I know that Crila A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaja
was no ordinary devotee because, if he was, he would not
have been able to preach all around the world the way he
did in such a short period of time. I consider him my ciksaguru,
and he always lives in the temple of my heart because
I had such an intimate friendship with him. I think that
he is always present here with us, and I pray to him that he
will bestow mercy upon us so that we will all enter into
raganuga-bhakti and prema-bhakti in this very lifetime.
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Chapter Three
The Disappearance Day of
Crila Bhakti Prajnana Kecava Gosvami
Our Guru Maharaja appeared in a family of landowners in
the famous village of Banaripara in the district of Jessore in
East Bengal. When he was born, his body was very soft and
beautiful, and because he had a golden complexion, his
mother and all the local ladies gave him the nickname Jona
(meaning “glow-worm”). His actual name was Bhima. For
approximately three or four months he didn’t speak or cry
at all, and his family was very worried. Then one day a
Muslim mendicant who came to their home begging said to
Gurudeva’s mother, “Your son is not speaking?”
She replied, “How did you know that? If you can, please
make him speak somehow.”
The mendicant replied, “Do one thing. In the village
there are some ‘untouchables’, persons from the cudra class
who work in the cremation grounds. They eat low-grade
rice that is left soaking overnight. Beg some of this rice
from them, feed it to your child, and then he will speak.”
Guru Maharaja’s mother was a very hard-working lady,
who mostly looked after their land. She would discipline her
children very strictly, and they would never go anywhere
without her permission. Everyone respected her. When she
approached one of these cudra families and asked for some
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of this rice, they said, “How can you take this? It has been
touched by us!”
She replied, “Don’t worry; just give me some of it.”
Obtaining some of this rice, she took it back to her home
and put it before the child, and at once he started crying,
“Ma! Ma!” and began speaking from that point on.
In his boyhood our gurudeva was very close to his father,
who was especially affectionate towards him. At that time
the people of East Bengal were very religious, and there
would always be readings from Bhagavad-gita and Crimad-
Bhagavatam going on. Then the Partition came, and it was
as if the very heart of Bengal was torn out. From early
childhood Gurudeva would grasp his father’s finger and
accompany him to religious programmes, and if it was dark,
he would sit on his father’s shoulders. Thus religious
philosophy became his interest. There is a Hindi proverb,
honahara viravana ke hota cikane pata, which means that
when a sapling will grow to be fruitful, its leaves are very
big and beautiful. Coming events cast their shadow, and
from his childhood the symptoms were there that he would
become a great personality.
As he grew up, he spent most of his time in the company
of a great mahatma who had an acrama in the village. There
he would hear readings from the Gita, Bhagavatam and
Vedanta. When he was at school, at a very young age he
started his own magazine, and its language was very literary.
He was also an excellent speaker, and when he would speak
in a large assembly, there would be no need of a loudspeaker.
He didn’t know as many clokas as some devotees,
but he would give such beautiful explanations. There is one
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verse from Crimad-Bhagavatam (1.2.11) of which he would
give an especially beautiful explanation:
vadanti tat tattva-vidas
tattvaμ yaj jnanam advayam
brahmeti paramatmeti
bhagavan iti cabdyate
The para-tattva is bhagavat-tattva. From brahma there is
Parabrahma, from atma there is Paramatma, and from
Vis√u there is Maha-Vis√u. But for Svayam Bhagavan
KRs√a there is no necessity of the words “Param Svayam
Bhagavan”, because KRs√a is the supreme tattva, and
brahma and Paramatma are His reflection and plenary
portion, respectively. Brahma cannot actually be called an
object, because any object must necessarily have qualities.
Brahma is the potency of an object, and can be said to be
the shelter of an object, but brahma itself is not an object.
The names brahma, Paramatma and Bhagavan are synonymous,
but Bhagavan is to be worshipped, not brahma,
because brahma is formless.
When I first joined the ma†ha, I received such special
mercy from Bhagavan that I had the opportunity to accompany
our gurudeva to many big programmes where he
would speak, and he always kept me with him. He gave my
senior godbrother Crila Vamana Maharaja the responsibility
for printing and, being a very qualified man, he has since
printed many books and magazines one after the other. In
order to help with the magazine and cooking, and to look
after many services, Guruji would keep me with him. His
style of speaking and writing was wonderful, and it was my
great fortune to hear so much from him. I always took notes
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and stayed with him like his shadow. Vamana Maharaja, just
as now, was very quiet and didn’t speak much, but my dear
godbrother Trivikrama Maharaja and myself were very
talkative. We were always engaged in debating about this
and that, and when Guruji would become tired of us, he
would say, “Take this book – the answer is there.” These
days devotees don’t discuss topics of tattva much. Instead
they speak about the type of clothing they wear and what
kind of food they eat. When two Vais√avas meet, they
should discuss tattva, and it was our great fortune to hear
talks on bhakti-tattva from very learned devotees. But these
days hardly anyone takes the time to discuss the meaning of
the scriptures.
Guruji was so intelligent and had so much potency in
speaking that he could change yes to no and no to yes. It
was amazing; without such devotees, preaching simply
would not go on. If one of us wants to write and publish
something, we have to look in many, many books and do so
much editing, and even if five of us are working together,
we still may have difficulty writing something. But what
would Guru Maharaja do? At the annual Navadvipa
parikrama, five to seven thousand devotees would come to
offer pra√ama to him and he would speak with many of
them. Somehow, in the midst of all this commotion, he
would simultaneously dictate an article for his magazine to
Vamana Maharaja. There would not even be any necessity
to check it; at once it was ready to go to press. It was amazing
how he would never have to look in any book. When
one of us is preparing to speak something, we have to first
look in so many books. And when we listen to someone
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speak or when we read something, we have to take notes in
order to retain it. But Guru Maharaja in his whole life never
took any notes. He read so many books – his library is here
in the ma†ha [in Mathura] – but he never took any notes.
And he knew so much history; no acarya knew more history
than him. Crila Bhaktisiddhanta Prabhupada called him a
“Vedantic pa√∂ita”.
Guru Maharaja went from East Bengal to study at a very
old and famous college near Calcutta. Many great scholars
studied there and admission was not granted to everyone.
But due to his superior intelligence he was awarded admission.
In his very first year the dean and professors would
call him to read Cri Caitanya-caritamRta to them. Caitanyacaritam
Rta was composed in Bengali, but there is no
Sanskrit book that can match its highly poetic and philosophical
language.
jivera ‘svarupa’ haya – kRs√era ‘nitya-dasa’
kRs√era ‘ta†astha-cakti’, ‘bhedabheda-prakaca’
Cri Caitanya-caritamRta (Madhya-lila 20.108)
The inherent form of the jiva is that of an eternal servant of
Cri KRs√a. The jiva is the marginal potency of KRs√a, and is
therefore simultaneously one with and different from Him.
The dean and professors were unable to explain this
verse. Even in our sampradaya you will find very few devotees
who can properly explain it. So our gurudeva would
have philosophical discussions with them, and in the end he
left that college, saying, “Even the professors here understand
nothing, so what will they teach me?” At that time
Gandhi had started his movement to oppose the British
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government, saying, “The English must leave India; they
will not impose the salt tax.” All over India the people
revolted against the British. So many big names like
Balagangadhara Tilaka, Gorakle, C.R. Das, P.C. Raya and
Lala Laja-patarai joined the opposition movement. It was as
if the blood of India’s youth was boiling, and at once all of
India’s industry stopped. Then the English thought,
“Gandhi has so much influence?” Our gurudeva joined as
well, but when Gandhi withdrew his movement due to
violence, Guruji along with many others joined the revolutionary
party of Subash Candra Bose. Taking a knife and a
rifle, he remained hidden within the forests and jungles for
some time. At that time the British government issued a
warrant for his arrest. He later joined the Gau∂iya Mission,
and then ten years afterwards, the British government
finally came to know of his whereabouts. One day some
agents came to Mayapura with a warrant for Guruji’s arrest,
and they approached Prabhupada about it. Prabhupada told
them, “But look how he has completely changed. He has
become a sadhu, a mahatma.” After discussing the matter
with Prabhupada and considering further, they withdrew
the warrant.
Guruji was a champion footballer, and he was proficient
in all subjects; he was an “all-rounder”. He was proficient in
sports, in studying, in fighting, in managing people and in
speaking sweetly. At the age of only sixteen he was managing
all the tenants on his father’s land. He first came to the
Caitanya Ma†ha in Mayapura at that age, and desired to
receive harinama and diksa from Prabhupada. For some
time he returned to his home and went to college, but at the
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age of eighteen he returned to the ma†ha with his aunt. She
was a very scholarly lady, and together they would compose
very beautiful poems and essays. Once when they were
conversing in Mayapura, Prabhupada said, “We will go on
parikrama of the entire planet and establish one ma†ha after
the other. In England, America, and all of the holy places of
India such as Haridwara, Prayaga, VRndavana, Kaci and
South India, preaching will go on.”
Then Guruji’s aunt said, “You are seeing a very big
dream! You are like the poor man who begged a torn bag
from someone, placed it under his head and fell asleep.
While sleeping he dreamed, ‘Oh, I am a millionaire! I am
an emperor!’ Who will see to all of this?”
Prabhupada replied, “Vinoda1 will see to it.”
After this Guru Maharaja began staying in the ma†ha and
did not return to his home again. He had all of the symptoms
of a great personality on his body. His form was softer
than butter, his arms extended down to his knees, and all
auspicious signs were on his hands. He had “artist’s fingers”,
very thin and long. In the morning he would eat just a little
simple rice with some salt and then go out and work hard
collecting donations for the ma†ha all day. He would collect
one paisa from each person, rather than taking a large
amount from anyone. He would go to places where there
were large crowds such as the bus and train stations, speak
about Mahaprabhu’s doctrine to people, and take just one
paisa from each person. He would keep this money locked
up in a box that had a slot on top for the coins, and the key
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Crila Kecava Maharaja’s brahmacari name was Vinoda-bihari
Brahmacari.
was left with Prabhupada. He would do this every day until
sunset, without even eating anything else.
One time Prabhupada was being driven along in his car
in Calcutta and he saw Vinoda resting under a tree with that
money box placed under his head as a pillow. Tears came to
his eyes and he said, “Such a beautiful young boy from a
wealthy family, only eighteen years old; and for me, for the
service of Bhagavan, he has left his parents and is undergoing
such hardships?” When Gurudeva returned to the
ma†ha that night, Prabhupada called him and said, “Vinoda,
you were sleeping on the ground at Garima†a? You are
undergoing so much hardship.”
Guruji replied, “No, this hardship is a matter of great
happiness if only you will be satisfied with me. This is my
everything. What more could I desire? If the guru is
pleased, then Bhagavan is pleased. There is nothing greater
than this.”
Prabhupada would call Guruji “Tu” or “Tui”. There was
only one other disciple for whom Prabhupada used this
affectionate name, and that was Paramananda Prabhu, who
was always with Prabhupada. Guruji was very intimate with
Prabhupada and would sleep only near him. Even if he went
to take rest at one or two o’clock in the morning, he would
knock on the door to Prabhupada’s room. The other devotees
would complain, but Prabhupada would always get up
and open the door for him.
Once Guru Maharaja was out collecting with Siddhasvarupa
Brahmacari, who later became Crila Bhakti Crirupa
Siddhanti Maharaja. They had collected one large bag
completely full with vegetables, and another half full. They
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got off the train at Howrah station, which was about five
miles from the ma†ha. There was no public transportation
which covered the entire distance at that time, and there
was no money available in the ma†ha for taking a rickshaw.
Gurudeva lifted up the full bag and said, “Let’s go!” But
Siddhanti Maharaja said, “No! You are my older brother
and my ciksa-guru. Therefore I will take the full bag!”
Guruji replied, “No, you are a small boy, my younger
brother. I will take it!” Snatching it back and forth from one
another, finally Guruji convinced Siddhanti Maharaja and
carried that weight all the way to the ma†ha. This is how he
did guru-seva. Whenever any necessity arose, Prabhupada
would say, “Where is Vinoda?”
After Guru Maharaja’s father passed away, his mother was
crying for her son Vinoda day and night, even though she
had three other sons in the house. One was a high school
headmaster who later also became Prabhupada’s disciple
and the acarya of the Gau∂iya Mission, Crila Audulomi
Maharaja. He was fluent in English, and was a very talented
speaker and writer. Vinoda was the youngest of the brothers.
His mother sent a letter to Prabhupada saying, “Please send
Vinoda for some time to attend to some work here on our
land, and when it is completed, he will return to you.” There
were some Muslim tenants who had refused to pay their rent
for about five years, so Prabhupada sent him there. Amongst
the tenants there was one guöa (hooligan) who was a very
large man and the worst of them all. Guruji ordered one of
his family’s hired workers to apprehend this man and bring
him to the house. The man was beaten three or four times,
and after this all the tenants began paying their rent.
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On Prabhupada’s land in Mayapura also there were
Muslims who were not paying their rent. Prabhupada was
thinking to sell the land, but Guruji pleaded with him to
allow him to try and procure the rent money from these
people. Prabhupada said, “What will you do? You are only
a boy of eighteen years.” Eventually Prabhupada agreed,
and Guruji had the ringleader apprehended, tied to a jackfruit
tree and beaten. Immediately all the tenants there
became frightened and began paying their rent, and Guruji
offered that money as puspanjali at the feet of Prabhupada.
But Guruji would care for those people whom he respected
more than he would for his own life. Everyone respected
him like a father.
At the end of her life, Guru Maharaja’s mother sent
another letter to Prabhupada saying, “Please send my dear
son Vinoda home for a little while.” He called Vinoda and
told him, “Your mother is dying; you must go to her immediately.”
Instead of going, Guruji went and hid somewhere
in the ma†ha for a whole day and night. When Prabhupada
came to know of it, he sent for Guruji and told him, “Your
mother is very ill. You should go to her. I instructed you to
go, so why haven’t you gone?”
Guru Maharaja replied, “Prabhu, after so many births
I have attained the shelter of your feet. By your mercy, I
have finally come to bhagavad-bhakti after so many births.
Suppose I go to my mother, and while she is taking her last
breath she places her hand on my head and says to me, ‘I am
going now. Who will look after our property? You must do
it.’ What will I do then? Having left your lotus feet, I will
again be trapped in maya.” Falling at Prabhupada’s feet, he
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began crying, and Prabhupada bestowed plentiful blessings
upon him. Until one’s determination is like this, he does
not have the qualification to leave his home and family. One
must have the understanding of a madhyama-adhikari that
the bodily relations of this material world are meaningless.
Otherwise, even without being requested, one will automatically
return to his home and family. And if he does continue
to stay in the ma†ha, it will only be for procuring money,
women and prestige. He will have only gone in a circle and
will end up back where he started. Therefore one cannot
leave his home and family until he has this qualification.
There was a disciple of Prabhupada named Rama-govinda
Vidyaratna, who was a scholar of Vedanta, the Bhagavatam
and all the scriptures. He was a very good devotee and
later became Naimi Maharaja. Once, he desired to have
darcana of Prabhupada’s guru, Crila Gaura-kicora dasa
Babaji Maharaja, and Guruji also wanted to go; so taking
Prabhupada’s permission, they went. At that time, to avoid
the trouble that ordinary people were giving him, Babaji
Maharaja had locked himself in a latrine for about a week
and was just chanting, “Hare KRs√a, Hare KRs√a...” The
news reached the district magistrate and the police superintendent,
and at once they all came running there. Seeing
that the door was locked from inside, they approached with
folded hands and said, “Babaji Maharaja, we will construct
you a very nice hut for bhajana.”
He replied, “No, this is very nice.”
“Why?”
“Because the stench of the lust of materialistic people
does not come here. I prefer the stench of stool to that.”
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“Alright, Maharaja, we will supply you with one boy to
keep those people away from you.” Day and night they were
trying to persuade him to come out, but he would only say,
“For me, this is Vaiku√†ha.” So many times they asked him
to please open the door, but time and again he would reply,
“I am not well; I am unable to do it.” He would not open
the door for those people, and he just continued chanting
“Hare KRs√a, Hare KRs√a, KRs√a...” Then Guruji
approached the door and said, “Babaji Maharaja, we are
disciples of Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati.” Hearing the name
of Prabhupada, Babaji Maharaja at once stood up. Opening
the door, he let them in and again locked the door. The two
boys offered pra√ama and, grasping the feet of Babaji
Maharaja, Guruji said, “Please give us your blessings.”
Then Babaji Maharaja told him, “I will take all of your
hardships and impediments away so you can always perform
bhajana freely – this is my blessing.” Later on, Guruji would
say on many occasions that although difficulties may have
come to him from time to time, by the mercy of Babaji
Maharaja, nothing could ever disturb him.
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Chapter Four
The Disappearance Day of
Crila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Prabhupada
Today is the anniversary of the day of separation from
nitya-lila pravis†a oμ vis√upada as†ottara-cata Cri Crimad
Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Gosvami Prabhupada. It is the
day of pancami, and he also appeared on pancami. He
took birth in the home of Bhaktivinoda Ehakura, who is
an eternal associate of both Cri KRs√a and Cri Caitanya
Mahaprabhu. Just as the sage Bhagiratha brought the
Ga∫ga to this world, Bhaktivinoda Ehakura was the great
personality who brought the current of bhakti to this world
in the modern era. When the so-called gosvamis were
making a business out of bhakti while engaging in varieties
of worldly enjoyment, when in the name of Mahaprabhu so
many kinds of bogus philosophies were prevalent, such as
sakhi-beki, smarta-jati, sahajiya, etc. – at that time Crila
Bhaktivinoda Ehakura came. After that, Prabhupada
appeared in the form of his son, Bimala Prasada. If these
two great personalities had not appeared, then cuddhabhakti
would not exist in the world today. And from the
time that they disappeared, society began reverting back to
its previous condition. At first there were thirteen known
sahajiya cults, then our Guru Maharaja, Crila Bhakti
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Prajnana Kecava Gosvami, counted thirty-nine. And how
many there are now, no one knows.
I am also seeing how things are gradually changing. We
saw how renounced the devotees were before. For instance,
we never used to see socks on the feet of any Vais√ava, and
we never saw devotees wearing such sweaters and cadaras as
we do now. They only wore the bare necessities of clothing
and a cheap blanket, even as they attended ma∫gala-arati in
the morning cold. It is only after the disappearance of
Prabhupada that devotees can be seen to wear these other
things. They would live with such simplicity, eating only
cak, rice and a thin dahl, but in comparison to them, just
look at the way we are living! And I speak for myself also –
their knowledge, their renunciation and their spiritual conception
were of such a high standard that in comparison to
them we are so inferior.
The period between Vicvanatha Cakravarti Ehakura and
Bhaktivinoda Ehakura was an age of darkness for Gau∂iya
Vais√avism. Living at that time were some real Vais√avas
who performed real bhajana, but mostly, just as we still see
sometimes today, the so-called Vais√avas only performed
rituals for wages. When someone would die, people would
call the Gau∂iya Vais√ava babajis, who would come and
chant some ceremonial kirtana and perform other rituals
for wages. And there was so much misconduct in their
behaviour. Seeing this, Bhaktivinoda Ehakura thought,
“These people are Vais√avas? The conception of
Mahaprabhu has completely vanished. What can be done?”
He was very worried. Bhaktivinoda Ehakura endeavoured
to his utmost, but changes did not come about in his
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lifetime to the degree that he would have liked. He went
from town to town and village to village inaugurating the
nama-ha††a. In each village he would assemble four or five
of the religious men, form a committee and hold programmes
for harinama-kirtana on Sundays. Gradually it
spread from one village to the next, but overall his preaching
was limited to Navadvipa, Calcutta and the rest of
Bengal.
He published the magazine Sajjana-tosa√i, and through
its medium he gradually published Cri Caitanya-caritamRta
and other books in instalments. He made a circle of
devotees, and also revealed Navadvipa-dhama through his
writings, although the scholars of society and the sahajiyas
didn’t accept his ideology. Then Prabhupada appeared in
Puri. Because Bhaktivinoda Ehakura was a district magistrate,
he would be transferred here and there, but he would
always keep Bhakti-rasamRta-sindhu and Caitanya-caritamRta
with him and explain them to his son. Prabhupada received
so much instruction from him, but we should understand
that Prabhupada is an eternally liberated soul; there was no
one in the world like him. Without being educated in
school or college he learned all subjects very quickly and
became a great scholar in Sanskrit. His English was so high
that even professors of English could not understand it. I
have been told by some learned Western devotees that
when reading his Brahma-saμhita, they must repeatedly
consult the dictionary. And his Bengali was also of such a
high standard that even eminent scholars found it difficult
to follow. He said that spiritual language should be like
that; it shouldn’t be so simple to understand.





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