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A Collection of Devotional Essays







Sri Prabandhåvalî

cri cri guru-gaura∫gau jayata˙
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A Collection of Devotional Essays


After this they again performed the rasa-lila, and KRs√a
Himself served them for the entire length of one of
Brahma’s nights. This type of meditation performed by the
gopis is called svarasiki. But first comes mantramayi, which
means worshipping KRs√a by the mantra given by the guru.
The higher type of meditation will come in the morning
time of sadhana, when the darkness caused by one’s
anarthas has completely disappeared. To reach that stage
one must practise numerous varieties of sadhana and
constantly chant nama-sa∫kirtana. Bhaktivinoda Ehakura
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says that one who desires to be an exclusive devotee must
engage in raganuga-bhajana. Without raganuga, the sentiment
of exclusiveness will not come and one’s bhajana will
be included within vaidhi-bhakti. Then he will think,
“KRs√a is Naraya√a; there is no special difference between
Them. He is also Ramacandra and NRsiμha.” Beyond that
he may think that there is no difference between
Dvarakadhica and Govinda. As long as one hasn’t come to
know the special qualities of Govinda, then exclusive sentiment
will not come to him.
Beyond this one may not be able to distinguish between
Bala-gopala and Kicora-gopala. Those of us who desire to
serve Cri Radha and KRs√a will not serve a Bala-gopala
deity, considering Him to be our son. Therefore we must
understand what is exclusive sentiment, and to do that we
must understand what is raganuga, and before that we must
first understand what is ragatmika. Ragatmika devotees are
those who reside in the spiritual world, and those who
follow them while residing in this world are called raganuga
devotees. Bhaktivinoda Ehakura says that raga will arise
through executing devotional activities. The meditation of
a raganuga devotee is not opposed to the regulations of
vaidhi-bhakti; it is only the feelings that are different. With
lobhamayi-bhakti (devotion filled with spiritual “greed”)
a devotee will continue to perform all devotional activities
and daily rituals. Mahaprabhu gave this instruction to
Raghunatha dasa Gosvami:
bahya, antara, – ihara dui ta’ sadhana
‘bahye’ sadhaka-dehe kare crava√a-kirtana
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‘mane’ nija-siddha-deha kariya bhavana
ratri-dine kare vraje kRs√era sevana
Cri Caitanya-caritamRta (Madhya-lila 22.156–7)
Raganuga-bhakti is executed both externally and internally.
Even though one may have attained perfection, externally he
should still follow the regulations of sadhana such as hearing
and chanting. But internally, in his perfected form, day and
night he will be serving KRs√a in VRndavana.
Bhaktivinoda Ehakura says that if one engages in namakirtana
with great faith twenty-four hours a day, all of his
anarthas will disappear. By the mercy of KRs√a, bhava will
arise inside him, and then performing bhajana will become
very easy and natural. This is compared to the sunrise
within a devotee’s sadhana. At this point, Bhaktivinoda
Ehakura moves a little upward in his description. In his
sadhana, a raganuga devotee will deeply meditate on the
morning pastimes of KRs√a and His associates. As he
remembers these pastimes more and more, the sentiment of
a particular ragatmika eternal associate such as Lalita,
Vicakha, Nanda Baba, Yacoda, Subala, Cridama or Raktaka
will begin to flow in his heart like an electric current. But at
present that light is not lit in our hearts because the
connection is not there. The bulb is in our hearts, and our
guru is the one who makes the connection. The current
comes through the medium of those devotees who practise
lobhamayi-bhakti. When the guru presses the switch, at
once the current of bhava begins to flow.
It is early morning, and Crimati is in deep sleep. KRs√a
has returned to Nandagrama after His evening pastimes
and is also sleeping. Meanwhile, in the course of carrying
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out her morning duties, Radhika’s maternal grandmother,
Mukhara, approaches Her. She helped raise Radhika from
infancy and also arranged Her marriage. Calling out, “My
dear granddaughter, where are You?” she entered Radhika’s
home without any hesitation. There she saw Lalita,
Vicakha, and numerous other sakhis and manjaris sitting
and waiting outside Radhika’s room, meditating on their
specific services to be performed when Radhika awakens. A
raganuga-sadhaka will also sit in meditation like this in the
morning while taking harinama. The sakhis said to
Mukhara, “Hey! Don’t awaken Her! Be quiet!” But because
Mukhara is older than them, she didn’t listen and kept calling.
Then Radhika slowly opened Her eyes; She was still
very tired. Then Mukhara said, “Hey! What is this?
Yesterday I saw Cyama wearing this yellow shawl – how has
it now come on the body of Radhika? Alas!” and she began
to worry.
Then Vicakha said, “O fool, you have really become old!
Your vision is now distorted. The strong rays of the rising
sun have come, and they have made Her cloth appear
yellow.” Then Vicakha pointed at the sun, and while
Mukhara turned her head to see, Vicakha gave a signal with
her eyes to Rupa Manjari indicating, “Take away that
cloth!” At once, within only one second, Rupa Manjari
removed the yellow cloth and replaced it with Radhika’s
usual blue shawl. Then Vicakha said to Mukhara, “Just
look! The light is better now – is Her cloth yellow or blue?”
Mukhara replied, “Yes – it really is blue.” Being very
embarrassed, she forgot why she had come to awaken
Radhika in the first place and quickly departed. Then all of
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the sakhis began laughing, “Just see how our priya has belittled
this old lady!” Then they said to Radhika, “Get up
quickly! We must go now for our surya-puja. Quickly take
Your bath; as soon as Your husband is finished milking the
cows, he will be coming. We must clean the house.”
Radhaji arose, and at once all of the sakhis became present
at Her side to render service. They placed a beautiful
golden pot full of scented water from Manasi-ga∫ga,
Radha-kuöa and the Yamuna there for Her to wash Her
hands and face.
Then they saw that Cyamala, who is a suhRta (friendly)
sakhi, had come. Radhika stood up and embraced Cyamala,
saying, “By meeting such a sakhi as you, this has become a
very good morning indeed! And by your mercy it will
become an even better morning. I planted a seedling of
prema, and at once it grew into a big tree. It has very beautiful
green leaves and flowers on its branches, but the fruit
has not yet come; when will it bear fruit?”
Cyamala replied, “Oh, I think that You are not speaking
truthfully! I see that this tree has very beautiful golden
fruits, and that they are now ripe. I also see that You have
been eating so much of this fruit that Your face has become
discoloured. And it appears that the juice of this fruit has
made Your eyes turn red (because You did not sleep last
night). It also appears that this juice has been dripping on
Your cloth, and that Your cloth has become dampened and
stained. But You are trying to tell me that Your tree has not
yet given any fruit?” In this way they discussed rasa between
themselves.
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Radhaji said, “You are merely applying salt to My
wounds. I am such a poor soul, and so unhappy. You are
supposed to be helping Me, but you are just giving Me
more misery. When the rainy season comes the clouds
become very dark, and in the amavasya (new moon) night,
there is no trace of the moon. When there is a flash of lightning,
everything is illuminated, but afterwards it seems to
be even darker than it was before. In the same way, I met
KRs√a; but after meeting Him, what happened next, I
simply don’t know. When I came to My senses, I saw that I
was sleeping in My home, and now I am more unhappy than
I was before.”
Cyamala said, “Oh, I understand. It is like when someone
is so thirsty that they very quickly drink to their satisfaction,
not paying any attention to the taste of the water, but
simply drinking to quench their thirst. If anyone asks them,
‘What did that water taste like?’ they will reply that they did
not notice. In the same way, You must have drank that rasa
without tasting it, so again You will have to approach that
guru Cyama and this time pay attention to the taste. There
is theoretical knowledge and practical knowledge. You are
well-versed in theoretical knowledge, but You are not at all
experienced, so You must approach Him again to learn.”
Crimati Radhika replied, “I am very weak-minded and I
fear that black person. I don’t want to accept Him as my
guru and study from Him, but I see that you are so qualified,
so mature and, unlike Me, you understand both theoretical
and practical knowledge. So I think it would be better if you
were to go and learn from Him and then return here to
teach Me what you have learned.”
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Hearing all of this, the sakhis and manjaris were tasting
the same rasa that Radhika had tasted the night before, only
they were drinking it through their ears. Then Cyamala
embraced Crimati Radhika and said, “Sakhi, I see that Your
tree is full of fruit, and even if You are not seeing them now,
within a few days You will certainly see that so many beautiful
and sweet fruits have come.” After saying this, Cyamala
departed, laughing.
At that time Dhanis†ha sent a sakhi to Crimati Radhika to
inform Her of KRs√a’s position. That morning the news was
that after Yacoda kissed KRs√a’s head, she said to Him, “O
my dear child, the cows and your friends are waiting for
You, but You are still sleeping!” Then she noticed some
marks on KRs√a’s mouth and thought, “These naughty boys
must have scratched Him while wrestling, or perhaps while
running after the cows He was scratched by thorns.” At that
moment Madhuma∫gala arrived calling, “O sakha, O
Kanhaiya!” Seeing Mother Yacoda pondering the scratches
on KRs√a’s mouth, Madhuma∫gala said, ”I know where
these marks have come from – He was playing with the
sakhis.” In Sanskrit, the word sakhi can refer to both male
and female friends, so Yacoda thought that he was referring
to KRs√a’s cowherd boyfriends. Behind Yacoda’s back,
KRs√a placed His forefinger to His lips, signalling
Madhuma∫gala not to tell her, but Madhuma∫gala signalled
back indicating, “I will disclose everything to her!”
KRs√a was thinking that if Madhuma∫gala were to disclose
the truth, it would be very shameful, so as Yacoda went to
fetch some water, He pulled Madhuma∫gala close and said,
“If you don’t disclose the truth, I will give you a la∂∂u, but
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if you do, I will certainly beat you!” and Madhuma∫gala
laughed and kept the truth concealed. Then KRs√a took the
water from Yacoda, washed His mouth, drank something,
ate some sweets which were prepared with butter, and went
to Govardhana for the day.
As they were preparing Crimati Radhika for Her daily
duties, the sakhis and manjaris were bathing in this harikatha
being described by the sakhi sent by Dhanis†ha. This
is a summary of Cri Radha-KRs√a’s morning pastimes as
described in Govinda-lilamRta. We will follow the path of
raganuga-sadhana, not the path of vaidhi-sadhana, and
eventually the sun of full realisation of these pastimes will
arise in our hearts.
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Chapter Eleven
The Final Day of Karttika-vrata
Today is the day on which we complete our vow of
niyama-seva for the month of Karttika. In the observance of
this niyama-seva, by the mercy of Bhagavan and especially
by the mercy of guru, for the last month we have performed
hearing and chanting of hari-katha and taken darcana of all
the primary places of Cri Radha and KRs√a’s pastimes in
Vraja. Karttika is the king of months, and its queen is
Crimati Radhika. This month is for the pleasure of Radhika,
and whatever we have done for Her pleasure during the last
month, we should continue doing for the remainder of the
year. If in our hearts we consider ourselves very low and
genuinely feel with great despair that “I have not yet
attained Her mercy,” then we have really been granted the
fruit of following this vow.
Every day during this month we have sung the glories of
Cri Radha-Damodara in the form of the Damodaras†aka,
and tried to practise that sadhana which will awaken the
desire in our hearts to always serve Crimati Radhika. This is
the final aim of all sadhanas. In the eleventh and final verse
of Cri UpadecamRta, Crila Rupa Gosvami describes the
supreme spiritual desire, and how that desire can be fulfilled:
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kRs√asyoccai˙ pra√aya-vasati˙ preyasibhyo ’pi radhaku√∂
aμ casya munibhir abhitas tadRg eva vyadhayi
yat pres†hair apy alam asulabhaμ kiμ punar bhakti-bhajaμ
tat premedaμ sakRd api sara˙ snatur aviskaroti
Cri UpadecamRta (11)
There are so many who are dear to KRs√a, but amongst
them Radhika is the most dear to Him, and in the same way
that Radhika is dear to KRs√a, Radha-ku√∂a is also dear to
Him. There is no special difference between Radha-kuöa
and Radhika Herself. Even though generally it is said that
between KRs√a and kRs√a-nama there is no difference, there
is really a small difference in mercifulness. The holy name
is more merciful; KRs√a has invested all of His cakti in His
nama, and it is accessible to everyone at all times. By the
mercy of the nama we will attain the direct company of
KRs√a, so therefore the holy name is more merciful. Similarly
it is correct to say that Radhika and Radha-kuöa are
one and the same, but because this transcendental kuöa
appears in a physical form, it is more accessible to the
conditioned jivas of this world. Its water is accessible at all
times and in all ways for our bathing, for our acamana and
for offering our prayers. Therefore the glories of Radhakuö
a are even greater than those of Radhika Herself, and
the munis have described it like this in the Padma Pura√a:
yatha radha priya vis√os
tasya˙ ku√∂aμ priyaμ tatha
sarva-gopisu saivaika
vis√or atyanta-vallabha
Amongst all the gopis, Radhika is the best and most beloved
of KRs√a. Therefore for someone to attain Her mercy is
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very rare; even for great souls such as Narada it is rare. But
if someone really desires that prema, that radha-dasya,
which even Narada is praying for while performing austerities
at Narada-kuöa, then if they bathe just once with
great devotion in Radha-kuöa, the kuöa will bestow
everything upon them. Is it not more difficult than that?
After all, anyone can go there and bathe, but it must be
ascertained whether or not we are really bathing with feelings
of bhakti. If we bathe with great humility and faith,
then those whose hearts are impure will become a little
pure, those whose hearts are already a little pure will
become a little more pure, and those whose hearts are completely
pure will attain the direct service of Cri Radha and
KRs√a. The highest ideal was shown by Raghunatha dasa
Gosvami – how he left everything, took exclusive shelter of
Radha-ku√∂a, and said, “We desire nothing besides the
mercy of Radhika”:
tavaivasmi tavaivasmi
na jivami tvaya vina
iti vijnaya devi tvaμ
naya maμ cara√antikam
Cri Vilapa-kusumanjali (96)
“O Srimati, I am Yours only, Yours only” – he wanted
Radhika to hear him say this twice. “I cannot live without
You, so please bring me to the shelter of Your feet and
appoint me to Your service.”
If we bathe at Radha-kuöa, our hearts will become purified,
an attraction for radha-dasya will arise within us,
and if we have similar feelings of pleading as Rupa and
Raghunatha dasa Gosvamis had, then we will certainly
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attain Radhika’s direct mercy. And this is especially true if
it is done within this month of Karttika.
Our goddess is Srimati; besides Her we have no other. In
another place Raghunatha dasa Gosvami prays:
he cri-sarovara sada tvayi sa mad-ica
pres†hena sardham iha khelati kama-ra∫gai˙
tvaμ cet priyat priyam ativa tayor itimaμ
ha darcayadya kRpaya mama jivitaμ tam
Cri Vilapa-kusumanjali (98)
O Cri Radha-kuöa, in a kunja on your bank, immersed in
great prema our worshipful goddess Crimati Radhika sports
with Her beloved Cri Cyamasundara. Since you are the dearest
of all to Them, please mercifully grant me darcana of my
mistress who is my very life and soul.
In one place, Rati Manjari, meaning Raghunatha dasa
Gosvami, has referred to KRs√a as Natha, meaning “husband”,
but why is she addressing Him as Natha? “You are
the natha of our worshipful goddess, VRndavanecvari, and
because we are related to Her, we are referring to You as
Natha also.”
ha natha gokula-sudhakara su-prasannavaktraravinda
madhura-smita he kRpardra
yatra tvaya viharate pra√ayai˙ priyarat
tatraiva mam api naya priya-sevanaya
Cri Vilapa-kusumanjali (100)
O Natha! O nectar-moon of Gokula, whose cheerful lotus
face smiles sweetly! O crown jewel of the merciful! If You
are pleased with me, then give me this boon only: for the
purpose of rendering service to my mistress, please take me
to where You are lovingly sporting with Your beloved.”
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Here, taking the position of a sadhaka, he is praying to
KRs√a in order to attain Radhika’s service. All of the
Gosvamis have prayed in a similar way, as did the son of
Vallabhacarya, Vi††halacarya:
cyamasundara cikhaöa-cekhara
smerahasa murali-manohara
radhika-rasika maμ kRpa-nidhe
sva-priya-cara√a-ki∫kariμ kuru
pra√anatha-vRsabhanu-nandini
cri-mukhabja rasalola-sa†pada
radhika-pada-tale kRta-sthithiμ
tvaμ bhajami rasikendra-cekhara
Cri Radha-prarthana (2–3)
O Cyamasundara! O You whose head is adorned with a peacock
feather! Your face always holds a playful smile, Your
flute-playing is enchanting and You are very expert in enjoying
rasa with Crimati Radhika. Because You are an ocean of
mercy, please make me a ki∫kari (maidservant) at the feet of
Your beloved. You are the Lord of the life of the daughter
of VRsabhanu and are always greedy to taste the nectar of
Her lips. O Rasika-cekhara, foremost of those who are
rasika! I don’t desire anything other than to always reside at
the feet of Crimati Radhika.
Rupa Gosvami, Raghunatha dasa Gosvami, Bhaktivinoda
Ehakura and all of our acaryas have prayed to KRs√a for this
very thing, and have also prayed directly to Radhika Herself
for it. In one place Raghunatha dasa Gosvami says:
anaradhya radha-padambhoja re√uμ
anacritya vRnda†avim tat-pada∫kaμ
asambhasya-tad-bhava-gambhira-cittan
kuta˙ cyama-sindho rasasyavagaha˙
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If anyone desires to reside in VRndavana, achieve the mercy
of Radhika and be appointed to Her service, they must worship
those places where the dust of Her feet is lying, such as
the many beautiful kunjas of VRndavana where She has
enjoyed pastimes with Cri KRs√a. Bhaktivinoda Ehakura has
written in his Gitavali:
radhika-cara√a-padma, sakala creyera sadma,
yatane ye nahi aradhilo
radha-padma∫kita-dhama, vRndavana yara nama,
taha ye na acraya karila (1)
Aspirants for radha-dasya must take shelter of those places
where Radhika has placed Her lotus feet, such as Radhakuö
a, Cyama-ku√∂a, Yava†a, Prema-sarovara, Sa∫ke†a,
Nandagrama and Varsa√a. Rupa and Sanatana Gosvamis
would constantly wander around VRndavana, and by staying
in each place for only one day and night, the remembrance
of different pastimes would always be arising within them.
radhika bhava-gambhira, citta yeva mahadhira,
ga√a-sa∫ga na kaila jivane
kemane se cyamananda, rasa-sindhu-snanananda,
labhibe bujhaha eka-mane (2)
Those who have not taken shelter of the dust of Radhika’s
feet by worshipping these places, and who have not attained
the association of a rasika maha-bhagavata Vais√ava who is
always immersed in the grave and deep bhava of Radhika,
will never become submerged in the ocean of rasa.
Therefore we should pray to the dhama, to Giriraja-
Govardhana and the Yamuna, to the dust of Radhika’s
feet, to Vicakha and Lalita, to our guru-parampara, to
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Bhaktivinoda Ehakura and to our own gurudeva that we
never desire anything besides radha-dasya.
radhika ujjvala-rasera acarya
radha-madhava-cuddha-prema vicarya (3)
ye dharila radha-pada parama yatane
se paila kRs√a-pada amulya-ratane (4)
radha-pada vina kabhu kRs√a nahi mile
radhara dasira kRs√a, sarva-vede bale (5)
Those who very carefully worship Radhika’s feet will meet
KRs√a in the snap of a finger, but what does it mean to meet
KRs√a? Where is KRs√a complete? Without Radhika is He
complete? Therefore only where there is the yugala-kicora
(youthful couple) is KRs√a complete. Only by the mercy of
Radhika will one be able to have Their darcana and attain
the qualification to serve Them. Without the mercy of
Radhika one will not be able to meet KRs√a – this is correct,
but what do the Vedic scriptures declare? What to speak of
just Radha, Her dasis can also be very instrumental in helping
one to meet KRs√a. They will say, “Come – you can
meet Him here. Stay just here – you won’t meet Him anywhere
else!” Sometimes KRs√a says to these dasis, “I belong
solely to you. As you say, I will do.” So what to speak of
KRs√a’s feelings towards Radhika Herself, who is the acarya
of ujjvala-rasa.
Sometimes when They play games like chess and tic-tactoe
together, Radhika says, “You don’t know how to play,
therefore I will not play anymore!” Sometimes KRs√a
applies Her tilaka, and She says, “You haven’t applied it
correctly. It should be like this.” In this way She instructs
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Him, and is therefore the acarya of ujjvala-rasa. Crimati is
the dearest to KRs√a, and without Her mercy one will not
be able to successfully meet KRs√a. With this objective we
worship Her during this month of Karttika, aspiring solely
for radha-dasya.
Raghunatha dasa Gosvami left his home and family at a
very young age, and with great eagerness walked the entire
distance from KRs√apura in Bengal to Jagannatha Puri to be
with Caitanya Mahaprabhu. His parents had made so many
plans to prevent him from going, but they could not stop
him. His mother said, “He is married to a girl of heavenly
beauty, and he has so much property and wealth. If these
things don’t keep him here, then he should be chained and
watched over by a guard. Then he will never escape.” But
having more insight, his father said, “If being married to a
girl of heavenly beauty cannot bind him, having opulence
equal to that of Indra cannot bind him, our affection cannot
bind him, and if he has really adopted the temperament of
Mahaprabhu’s followers, then how can mere chains bind
him?”
Upon Raghunatha dasa’s arrival in Puri, Mahaprabhu
placed him under the care of Svarupa Damodara. Then,
after witnessing more and more of Mahaprabhu’s lila, his
tendency towards radha-dasya became strengthened. Of
course, we are looking at him from the angle of vision that
he was a sadhaka, although he was an eternally perfected
soul. Everything he did was exemplary for aspiring sadhakas.
When after some time Mahaprabhu returned to Goloka,
Raghunatha dasa gave up eating. Then, in separation from
Mahaprabhu, Svarupa Damodara also left this world. Then
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Raghunatha dasa gave up even drinking water and sleeping,
and soon he took shelter of Gadadhara Paöita.
Day and night Gadadhara Paöita was lamenting in
separation from Mahaprabhu. Raghunatha dasa would
come and render service to him, and besides Gadadhara
Paöita there was no other shelter for him. But the fire of
separation was burning very intensely in Gadadhara
Pa√∂ita’s heart, and after a few days, calling out “Gaura∫ga!
Gaura∫ga!”, Gadadhara Pa√∂ita also entered into the eternal
lila. Then Raghunatha dasa felt, “Whatever strength I had
has been taken away; now I will certainly die. I will give up
my life by either jumping in the ocean or from a mountaintop.”
But then he thought again: “If I am to give up this life,
why should I do it by jumping in the ocean? Instead I will
go to VRndavana where I will drown in the Yamuna. Or if I
will give up my life by jumping from a mountain, it will not
be from Ca†aka Mountain (in Puri). Instead I will go to
Govardhana and jump from there.”
When someone feels such intense separation from
Bhagavan, then it can be said that they are really performing
bhajana. Whereas we, on the contrary, are mostly just
eating, sleeping, joking and laughing all day long. We
should make an effort to understand what the nature of
these devotees’ feelings of divine separation were. When a
devotee is always thinking, “How will I meet Bhagavan?”
with great eagerness, then it can be said that they are
engaged in real sadhana. And we cannot even express the
degree of Raghunatha dasa Gosvami’s tRnad api sunicena,
his feelings of his own lowliness.





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