Sri Prabandhåvalî
Sri Sri guru-gaura∫gau jayata˙
SREE PRABANDHAVALE
A
Collection of Devotional Essays
Sri Prabandhåvalî
cri cri guru-gaura∫gau
jayata˙
CRE PRABANDHAVALE
A Collection of
Devotional Essays
INTRODUCTION
It is a matter of
great happiness that we can now present
this second edition of
Cri Prabandhavali before our
Vais√ava readers. This
book is a compilation of lectures
spoken originally in
Hindi by our most worshipful Crila
Gurudeva, oμ vis√upada
as†ottara-cata Cri Crimad
Bhaktivedanta Naraya√a
Maharaja. The first edition of this
book was published in
1996, just before Crila Gurudeva’s
first preaching tour
of Western countries.
Observing the festival
days outlined in the Vais√ava
calendar is an
important aspect of devotional practice. Crila
Gurudeva always speaks
on the appropriate topic on such
days, whether it be
the appearance or disappearance day of
a prominent Vais√ava
acarya, the appearance day of an
incarnation of
Bhagavan, or any other significant day. Of
the eleven lectures
included within this book, nine are lectures
that he spoke on
significant dates from the Vais√ava
calendar. The word
prabandha means an essay and avali
means a collection. We
are confident that devotees will find
this Cri Prabandhavali
helpful in their sincere efforts to
honour these important
days.
The material herein
was spoken during 1989 and 1991 at
Cri Kecavaji Gau∂iya
Ma†ha in Mathura
and Cri Rupa-
Sanatana Gau∂iya Ma†ha
in VRndavana. The only exception
is the chapter on
Crila A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami
Prabhupada, which was
compiled from three separate
lectures spoken in
English in the early 1990s.
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In this second edition
a glossary has been added to assist
readers unfamiliar
with Sanskrit terminology. Also, the
book has been
redesigned and typeset to a higher standard.
Acknowledgment goes to
Lava∫ga-lata dasi for copy-editing
this second edition,
to Asabhadeva dasa and Canti dasi for
proofreading the final
manuscript, to Atula-kRs√a dasa for
checking the Sanskrit,
to KRs√a-prema dasa for designing
the new cover and to
Subala-sakha dasa for providing the
new photograph of
Crila Gurudeva. This publication is yet
another manifestation
of Crila Gurudeva’s great mercy.
Together we offer it
into his hands and pray that he will
bless us with the
necessary qualification to continue serving
him in this way. Hare
KRs√a.
Chapter One
The Appearance Day of
Crila Bhaktivedanta
Vamana Maharaja
Vyasa is the personality
who delineated the glories of the
names, form, qualities
and pastimes of Bhagavan in this
world. The ceremony to
honour the acarya who, sitting on
a throne in the
service of Bhagavan, preaches His glories
and attracts people
towards Him is called Vyasa-puja.
Another name for
Vyasa-puja is guru-puja. In India,
the
general convention is
that guru-puja is observed on the day
of Guru-pur√ima. It is
considered Vyasa’s appearance day,
and on that day all
sampradayas worship their respective
gurus. But in
accordance with the scriptures, the primary
acarya of modern
times, Cri Crimad Bhaktisiddhanta
Sarasvati Gosvami
Prabhupada, established special worship
of the guru on that
guru’s own specific appearance day. Real
guru-puja is when, on
his appearance day, the guru worships
his whole
guru-parampara and instructs his disciples on how
to do the same.
In the scriptures, the
glories of the guru have been
described extensively.
Crila Vicvanatha Cakravarti Ehakura
has written:
yasya prasadad
bhagavat-prasado
yasyaprasadan na gati˙
kuto ’pi
Cri Gurvas†aka (8)
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By the mercy of the
guru, one receives the mercy of
Bhagavan. And if one
doesn’t receive the mercy of the guru,
he will never attain
the kRpa of Bhagavan. In Crimad-
Bhagavatam (11.17.27)
Cri KRs√a says:
acaryaμ maμ vijaniyan
navamanyeta karhicit
na
martya-buddhyasuyeta
sarva-deva-mayo guru˙
One should know the
guru as the acraya-vigraha and nondifferent
from Me. One should
never disrespect him or
attribute faults to
him by perceiving him with material
vision, for he is the
embodiment of all the demigods.
There are numerous
demigods and goddesses, and
amongst them Brahma,
Vis√u and Maheca are primary. The
guru is the embodiment
of Brahma, the embodiment of
Vis√u, and also the
embodiment of Maheca. He is compared
to Brahma because just
as Brahma creates this world,
the guru creates
bhakti by sowing the seed of devotion in
our hearts. Vis√u is
the maintainer, and gurudeva is he who
maintains our bhakti.
As long as we haven’t attained the
stage of prema, he
continues to strengthen our devotion. As
conditioned souls, we
cannot even imagine how much
endeavour he makes for
even one disciple. And as Maheca is
the destroyer, the
guru destroys all of our anarthas and
aparadhas. This is why
the guru is said to be the embodiment
of all the demigods.
There are so many
jivas in this world, and although some
are inclined towards
Bhagavan, most are averse to Him.
Their intrinsic forms
are as eternal servants of KRs√a, but
forgetting this, they
are wandering in material existence.
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Without bhakti they
will never possess any auspiciousness.
Therefore sometimes
KRs√a Himself descends into this
world, sometimes He
assumes different incarnations, and
sometimes He sends His
cakti in the form of the guru.
Otherwise it would be
impossible for the jivas to ever
receive
auspiciousness. Only by bhakti can they attain their
ultimate good fortune;
yet bhakti is not a thing of this
world. Inside the
eternally perfected associates of KRs√a,
the essence of the
saμvit- and hladini-caktis is always present
in the form of
prema-bhakti. Until the jiva receives that
essence, he will not
possess any real auspiciousness. The
guru is a resident of
the spiritual world, and he descends
into this world. He
brings the prema of Goloka Vraja to
this world and bestows
it upon the conditioned souls. Such
a great personality,
an eternally perfected ragatmika devotee
who possesses
vraja-prema and brings it to this world, is
known as a
cuddha-guru.
As the current of the
Ga∫ga carries water from the
Himalayas down to the ocean,
there is a current flowing
through our
guru-parampara which, beginning from KRs√a
Himself, has come down
to the modern acaryas and is
presently flooding the
entire material world with kRs√aprema.
This is the primary
function of the guru. If someone
is not able to give
this prema, then he is not really a guru at
all. Being capable of
bestowing kRs√a-prema is the primary
attribute of a genuine
Vais√ava guru.
Today is the
appearance day of such a guru, Cri Crimad
Bhaktivedanta Vamana
Maharaja, who serves as the present
acarya of the Cri
Gau∂iya Vedanta Samiti. He took birth in
1916 in the district
of Jessore in East Bengal, which is now
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Bangladesh. His boyhood name was
Santosa, and his paternal
uncle was one of Crila
Bhaktisiddhanta Prabhupada’s first
disciples, NRsiμha
Maharaja. Vamana Maharaja’s mother
was also a disciple of
Prabhupada, and she was very strict;
she would even
discipline her husband. If her husband had
been eating any
prohibited food, she would not allow him
to enter the house,
and she disciplined the children in the
same manner. Vamana
Maharaja was the oldest of her four
sons, and she was very
concerned about him being influenced
by his father. So when
Vamana Maharaja was only nine
years old, she took
him to Prabhupada’s ma†ha in Mayapura
where NRsiμha Maharaja
was already staying. When they
arrived there, NRsiμha
Maharaja led them to our gurudeva,
Crila Bhakti Prajnana
Kecava Maharaja, who was the temple
commander at that
time. Residing in the ma†ha from that
day on, Vamana
Maharaja received harinama initiation
directly from
Prabhupada and has remained a lifelong
nais†hika-brahmacari.
Our Guru Maharaja
immediately put Vamana Maharaja in
school and would say
to him, “I will give you some chocolate
if you will recite
just one cloka for me.” In this way he
learned many clokas,
and Gurudeva was always extremely
affectionate to him.
At that young age Vamana Maharaja
learned how to seat
Vais√avas for taking prasada by giving
them a leaf to eat
from and some salt and water. And after
all the Vais√avas had
finished taking prasada he would clean
everything. He also
learned how to cook there, and he
could very quickly
prepare first-class offerings.
After some time
Prabhupada departed from this world,
and then our Guru
Maharaja established the Gau∂iya
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Vedanta Samiti in
1943. I joined the mission in 1946, and at
that time I saw how
Vamana Maharaja was doing everything:
writing letters,
managing the temple, cooking, and
travelling for
preaching. Together with my godbrother
Crila Trivikrama
Maharaja, we received sannyasa from
Guru Maharaja on
Gaura-pur√ima in 1954. Vamana
Maharaja is a great
scholar just as our gurudeva was. It has
been said that he is
like a dictionary of clokas because he
knows so many verses
from the scriptures. When while lecturing
Gurudeva would
sometimes forget a cloka, Vamana
Maharaja would always
supply it from memory. Once, when
we went to Assam for
preaching, Gurudeva boldly declared
that the mouths of the
people there who ate meat and fish
were like the drains
of sewers. One of the sects there was
virtually prepared to
stone us, and they challenged us by
saying, “You say that
Caitanya Mahaprabhu is Bhagavan
Himself, but what
evidence is there of this?” Guru
Maharaja turned to
Vamana Maharaja and said, “Speak.”
Then Vamana Maharaja
recited fifty clokas one after the
other from different
scriptures as evidence, and those
people were silenced.
Guru Maharaja placed
the entire responsibility of editing
and publishing our
Bengali magazine exclusively upon
Vamana Maharaja. From
his boyhood Vamana Maharaja
studied Bhagavatam
verses and their commentaries, and as
a result he can speak
on Vais√ava philosophy for hours
without stopping. He
is such a great scholar, and he is a
very sweet person as
well. With children he is very affectionate,
and he speaks with
them concerning things like
ghosts that they enjoy
hearing about. He attracts everyone
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to spiritual life, and
even in an assembly of scholars, he is
always the greatest
scholar. He refutes others’ misconceptions,
but he does it in such
a way that their feelings are not
hurt, as if carefully
performing a surgical operation.
Vamana Maharaja is
very grave and quiet, and there is
another special
quality that he possesses: I have seen many
people, myself
included, who give explanations from the
scriptures and enjoy
taking praise from others for it. But
having known Vamana
Maharaja for almost fifty years, I
have never seen him do
this, not even by accident. He is
also very tolerant. As
if taking poison and digesting it, he
may see the faults in
others, but he never speaks about
them. He has so much
eagerness to preach the instructions
of Caitanya
Mahaprabhu, and he has preached in all the villages
of West Bengal and Assam. Bhagavan
has especially
empowered this great
personality with many transcendental
qualities. Today I
pray to Crila Vamana Maharaja that he
will mercifully allow
me to always remain as his shadow,
thereby enabling me to
always follow him. I consider him to
be my ciksa-guru,
because since the day I joined the mission
he has given me
whatever I required with great affection.
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Chapter Two
The Disappearance Day
of
Crila A.C.
Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada
Cri KRs√a chose for
His pure devotee, A.C. Bhaktivedanta
Swami Maharaja, to
appear on the very auspicious day
known as Nandotsava.
This is the day after Janmas†ami and
the anniversary of the
day on which Nanda Maharaja held
a great festival to
celebrate KRs√a’s birth. This fact alone
signifies that Crila
Swami Maharaja was appearing for the
purpose of performing
some very important activities. His
parents were very
pious and therefore gave him the name
Abhaya Cara√a. Abhaya
means “fearless”, and cara√a means
“the lotus feet of the
Lord”, so Abhaya Cara√a is a name of
KRs√a because only
KRs√a can grant real fearlessness in this
world. Thus Swamiji
was meant to give fearless shelter to
the entire world. The
giving of this name was very significant
and nothing less than
a divine arrangement.
I first met Swamiji in
1950 when I was staying with my
gurudeva in our temple
in Calcutta.
Generally all devotees
would show great
respect to my gurudeva, but one day I saw
Gurudeva himself show
great respect to a householder
devotee who had
arrived from Allahabad.
He spoke to him
with great love and
affection. At the first opportunity I
asked my gurudeva,
“Who is that devotee?” He replied,
“He is Abhaya Cara√aravinda.
[Crila Bhaktisiddhanta
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Sarasvati] Prabhupada
gave him the title ‘Bhaktivedanta’,
and although he is a
gRhastha, he is very learned, especially
in English and
Bengali. He is a very qualified devotee.”
Then, when Swamiji saw
that I was rendering so much service
to my gurudeva, he was
attracted to me. He called me
over and asked me
where I was from, what my name was
and so on.
When Swamiji first
came to Mathura,
I personally
requested him to take
sannyasa. He replied that when he
was initiated by Prabhupada,
he was instructed to publish
an English magazine
and several books, and around the
same time he read this
verse from Crimad-Bhagavatam
(10.88.8):
yasyaham anugRh√ami
harisye tad-dhanaμ
canai˙
tato ’dhanaμ tyajanty
asya
svajana
du˙kha-du˙khitam
[Cri KRs√a said:] O
King, when I favour someone, I gradually
deprive him of all his
wealth. In other words when a
person, although
desirous of giving up material sense gratification,
is somehow engrossed
in the sense objects present
before him, he is
afflicted with distress. For such a person
the removal of these
objects is itself a manifestation of My
favour. When his wife,
sons and relatives find him to be an
abject failure beset
with repeated misery, they reject the
impoverished man.
Swamiji said to me,
“For me, the meaning of this verse has
come true. All of my
business ventures failed, and my family
turned against me.
They used to say, ‘You are a mad person.
You are good for
nothing and have spoiled everything.’ So
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I have spoiled
everything, I am penniless, and now you are
telling me that I
should take sannyasa.”
I used to joke with
him, saying, “You desire to love your
children and your
wife, but they are not interested.” I told
him at that time that
he should not endeavour any longer
for these material
concerns because KRs√a and Prabhupada
desired that instead
he should do many very important
things, like preach in
Western countries. A few days after
that, my gurudeva also
came to Mathura.
I requested
Gurudeva to persuade
him to take sannyasa. Swamiji and my
gurudeva were very
intimate friends who had lived together
for some time. They
were both intellectual giants from
high-class families.
Then Gurudeva called him and said,
“Naraya√a Maharaja and
all the boys here in the ma†ha are
saying that you should
take sannyasa, and I support them. It
will be very
beneficial.” He agreed, saying, “The meaning
of that verse from the
Bhagavatam has come directly upon
my head, and now I
must accept sannyasa.” When the auspicious
day for his initiation
came, I personally prepared his
outer cloth for
sannyasa and showed him how to wear it. I
also prepared his daöa
and performed the sannyasa-yajna
with my own hands.
KRs√a dasa Babaji Maharaja was also
present there, and as
he led the congregational chanting of
the maha-mantra and I
recited the mantras for the yajna,
my gurudeva gave
Swamiji the sannyasa-mantra.
After that Swamiji and
I spent a great deal of time
together, first in Delhi and then at the
Radha-Damodara
Temple in VRndavana. In those days he was mostly translating
and writing. I saw at
that time how he was niskincana,
possessionless. He
didn’t even have a decent cadar, so I
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would give him mine to
sit on and we would talk about
KRs√a and how to do
bhajana. We would also converse
about Rupa Gosvami and
he would show me what he was
writing. Then at
midday we would make capatis together –
he would roll them and
I would put them on the fire. He
was so qualified in
every respect. He was expert at playing
the mRda∫ga,
performing kirtana and arcana, writing, and
giving lectures with
word-for-word explanations of Sanskrit
verses. He was always
writing, chanting, and thinking about
spiritual things, and
he never wasted a moment.
He expressed to me his
plan: “I will go to Western countries,
start a hostel, and if
necessary I will distribute eggs,
meat and wine also,
having full faith that by chanting the
holy name of KRs√a,
within a very few days Western people
will abandon all these
bad habits.” Due to that faith and
determination, in no
time his mission was spread around
the entire world. I
have never seen an acarya do anything
like this before. Even
Ca∫karacarya took quite some time to
spread his doctrine,
and that was only in India.
But in a very
short time, from 1966
to 1977, he started so many centres
for the worship of Cri
Radha-KRs√a, Caitanya Mahaprabhu
and Jagannatha in
Western countries, in India,
in Eastern
countries –
everywhere. He not only established these centres,
but he also attracted
many thousands of very good boys
and made them into
scholars, brahmacaris and sannyasis. As
if with a magic wand
he also attracted such qualified girls,
ladies and children.
He made true the prediction of
Bhaktivinoda Ehakura
that Westerners would one day take
tulasi-malas and mix
with their Indian brothers, chanting,
“Hare KRs√a, Hare
KRs√a, KRs√a KRs√a, Hare Hare, Hare
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Rama, Hare Rama, Rama
Rama, Hare Hare.”
Through the years he
wrote me over one hundred letters
from Western
countries, describing how he was preaching
and what he was doing.
On his request I shipped all of his
books to him from Delhi to America,
and I also sent him
mRda∫gas, karatalas,
deities of Radha-KRs√a and many
other items. He even
wrote in one letter requesting me to
send him a milksweet
named Mathura
pe∂a. He was very
fond of this sweet, so
I used to send it to him. And when he
first returned from America to India, I was the first person
to greet him at the
airport.
There have been many
preachers like Vivekananda and
others who went to
Western countries, but they could not
give what Swamiji has
given there. They took only their own
theories, but Svamiji
gave what Cri Caitanya Mahaprabhu
Himself wanted to give
to this world, the holy name within
prema-sutra:1
nama-prema-mala ga∫thi’
paraila saμsare
Cri
Caitanya-caritamRta (Adi-lila 4.40)
He wove a wreath of
harinama and prema with which he
garlanded the entire
material world.
Caitanya Mahaprabhu
was maha-vadanya, the most
munificent
incarnation, and similarly, Rupa Gosvami,
Sanatana Gosvami, Jiva
Gosvami, Raghunatha dasa
Gosvami, KRs√adasa
Kaviraja Gosvami, Vicvanatha
Cakravarti Ehakura,
Baladeva Vidyabhusa√a and
Bhaktivinoda Ehakura
were all very munificent because
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This term means “an
aphorism saturated with divine love”, in other
words the Hare KRs√a
maha-mantra.
they distributed that
which Mahaprabhu Himself wanted to
give. Prabhupada sent
Swamiji to Western countries, knowing
that he was a very
great personality and that he could
give what was within
Prabhupada’s own heart. Vivekananda
and all of the other
preachers went there and gave only these
four things: dharma
(religiosity), artha (economic development),
kama (sense gratification)
and moksa (liberation).
But they didn’t really
give even moksa, so they gave only
three things. Some
preachers may have tried to give moksa
there also, but not
kRs√a-prema.
Because Swamiji had
little time, he mostly emphasised
vaidhi-bhakti. There
are so many stages of bhakti, but ultimately
bhakti means only
raganuga-bhakti. He also wanted
to preach in Western
countries that which Rupa Gosvami
has given in Ujjvala-nilama√i,
and that which has been written
by acaryas like
Raghunatha dasa Gosvami and
KRs√adasa Kaviraja
Gosvami, but he could not do it at that
time. He had so little
time, only ten or eleven years. So he
tried to give craddha,
then nis†ha,
then ruci. We should
know what nis†ha is. We are
executing crava√am, kirtanam,
vis√u-smara√am,
pada-sevanam, arcanam, vandanam,
dasyam, sakhyam and
atma-nivedanam, as well as namakirtana,
sadhu-sa∫ga,
bhagavata-crava√a, mathura-vasa and
cri murti-seva, but we
should go deeply into all of these
activities. What is
the meaning of nis†ha?
When all anarthas
are eradicated. And
what are anarthas? Those things which
entangle us in worldly
intoxication. Svarupa-bhrama (not
knowing our real
form), asat-tRs√a (desire for temporary
things),
hRdaya-daurbalya (weakness of heart), and namaaparadha,
vais√ava-aparadha,
seva-aparadha and dhama-
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aparadha – all these
anarthas are mentioned in Vicvanatha
Cakravarti Ehakura’s
Madhurya-kadambini. When all of a
devotee’s anarthas are
eradicated, then nis†ha
comes to him.
Although we know that
chanting the name of KRs√a and
hearing about KRs√a
are very beneficial, we do not possess
the determination by
which we can constantly perform
these activities and
steadily progress in bhakti. When one
possesses such
unwavering determination, it is called nis†ha.
“I may die, but I
cannot leave kRs√a-bhakti ” – this is nis†ha.
And when we reach the
stages of ruci and asakti, it will seem
that we simply cannot
live without taking KRs√a’s name or
hearing hari-katha.
There are two kinds of
craddha: vaidhi and raganuga.
Swamiji gave only
vaidhi-bhakti because at that time it was
not appropriate for
him to explain raganuga-bhakti. He had
written something of
it in his books, but because most readers
were not qualified
enough to learn it at that time, he did
not explain it in
detail. But by practising vaidhi-bhakti we
can eventually enter
into raganuga-bhakti, which arises from
that craddha which is
full of “greed”. Caitanya Mahaprabhu
descended especially
to give sva-bhakti-criyam:
anarpita-cariμ cirat
karu√ayavatir√a˙ kalau
samarpayitum
unnatojjvala-rasaμ sva-bhakti-criyam
hari˙
pura†a-sundara-dyuti-kadamba-sandipita˙
sada hRdaya-kandare
sphuratu va˙ caci-nandana˙
Cri
Caitanya-caritamRta (Adi-lila 1.4)
May Cri Cacinandana
Gaurahari, resplendent with the radiance
of molten gold (having
adopted the splendour of the
limbs of Crimati
Radhika), forever manifest Himself within
your hearts. He has
descended in the age of Kali out of His
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causeless mercy to
bestow upon the world that which had
not been given for a
long time, the most confidential wealth
of His devotional
service, the highest mellow of amorous
love.
The meaning of this
verse is very deep. Mahaprabhu
came solely to give
this, and Swamiji also came solely to
give this. But first
he had to prepare the soil for the seed,
and so much time
passed in doing that. He said that if the
philosophies of
mayavada or advaitavada were not defeated
first, then bhakti
could not be established. He came to this
world, as did
Prabhupada before him, to fulfil the mission
of Caitanya
Mahaprabhu, which is to bestow the parakiyabhava
of Vraja. They did not
come to give the unnatojjvalarasa
spoken of in this
verse because that is the property of
Crimati Radhika alone.
Caitanya Mahaprabhu descended to
taste this, not to
give it to others.
In this verse, the
word sva means Crimati Radhika, and
bhakti means Her
prema. Having stolen the inner bhava
and complexion of
Crimati Radhika, KRs√a Himself
descended in Kali-yuga
as Cacinandana. Why is He known
as Cacinandana?
Because He was very dear to His mother
Caci, and His mother
was very humble and merciful. Rupa
Gosvami is saying in
this verse that as the mother, being so
merciful, gives her
breast to her child, Caitanya Mahaprabhu
has come to give prema
to us. He is KRs√a in the form of
Crimati Radhika, and
Radhika is also so merciful, even more
than KRs√a. All of
KRs√a’s mercy is embodied in Radhika.
So here, Cacinandana
means He who is extremely merciful.
What did He give? He
could not give the mahabhava of
Radhika because no one
can taste the beauty of KRs√a, the
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sweetness of His form,
and the sweetness of His pastimes as
She does. Mahaprabhu
wanted to taste only these things as
She does, so what did
He want to give? Sva-bhakti-criyam:
Crimati Radhika is
sva-bhakti, the hladini potency plus the
saμvit potency. Here
the word cri means manjari. So Rupa
Manjari, Ana∫ga
Manjari, Tulasi Manjari, Lava∫ga
Manjari, Vinoda
Manjari, Kamala Manjari, Nayana Manjari
and all other manjaris
are the cri of Crimati Radhika. In Cri
Caitanya-caritamRta it
has been stated that Crimati Radhika
is the root creeper,
and all the gopis are the flowers, leaves
and buds. When the
wind blows, all of the buds and leaves
will quiver. So if
KRs√a and Radhika meet, and Radhika is
in a very pleasing
mood, then all of the leaves and buds are
also pleased. If KRs√a
draws any pictures on Her face or
anywhere else on Her,
all the manjaris will have those same
designs on them. This
is bhakti-criyam, and Caitanya
Mahaprabhu, Rupa
Gosvami, Prabhupada and Swamiji all
came solely to give
this: sva-bhakti-criyam, or manjaribhava.
But they all had to
first prepare the soil by endeavouring
to remove all of the
weeds which are very harmful to that
creeper. I have heard
that Prabhupada said he had come to
this world solely to
give radha-dasya, but to accomplish this
he had to do so much
that his whole life was spent only in
the preparatory work
of cutting away the jungle, because at
that time there was
only mayavada philosophy here.
Similarly, when Swamiji
went to the Western countries,
he faced much
opposition from Christians. Many acaryas
went there, but their
endeavours were not fruitful and
Prabhupada was not
satisfied. But since Swamiji went,
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hundreds of thousands
of editions of Crimad-Bhagavatam
have been published
and distributed around the entire
world.
In a very short time
he accomplished all of this, but he
really wanted to give
manjari-bhava, so we shouldn’t be satisfied
merely with what we
received from him at that time.
I feel that if he were
present here today, he would be
instructing us on
raganuga-bhakti. He is omnipotent and he
will inspire
everything in our hearts as the caitya-guru. He
is not far away from
us; we should know that gurudeva is
always with us. We
should try to enter into the realm of this
raganuga-bhakti, but
we should not imitate. If we imitate,
all will be ruined, so
we must be careful not to behave as the
sahajiyas do
concerning raganuga-bhakti. In Cri Vilapakusumanjali,
Raghunatha dasa
Gosvami has prayed for the
same bhakti that
Vicvanatha Cakravarti Ehakura has prayed
for in
Sa∫kalpa-kalpadruma. But we shouldn’t try to go at
once into that ocean
of govinda-lilamRta – we’ll be doomed.
By thoughtfully
executing vaidhi-bhakti, we will slowly but
steadily enter into
the realm of raganuga-bhakti. Raganugabhakti
is the ultimate goal,
but we should approach it very
carefully by following
the ordinary principles that
Prabhupada and Swamiji
have taught.
Just before Swamiji
departed this world, he begged my
forgiveness for
anything he may have said or written in the
course of his
preaching that may have offended me. For the
same reason he also
asked me to beg forgiveness from his
godbrothers on his
behalf. He said that he had brought
many new devotees to
the Gau∂iya line from Western
countries. He said
that since he was unable to give them
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everything in the
short time he was present here, he wanted
me to give them
further instruction on bhakti and to always
help them in any way I
could. He also asked me to perform
the ceremony to place
him into samadhi.
I know that Crila A.C.
Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaja
was no ordinary
devotee because, if he was, he would not
have been able to
preach all around the world the way he
did in such a short
period of time. I consider him my ciksaguru,
and he always lives in
the temple of my heart because
I had such an intimate
friendship with him. I think that
he is always present
here with us, and I pray to him that he
will bestow mercy upon
us so that we will all enter into
raganuga-bhakti and
prema-bhakti in this very lifetime.
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Chapter Three
The Disappearance Day
of
Crila Bhakti Prajnana
Kecava Gosvami
Our Guru Maharaja
appeared in a family of landowners in
the famous village of Banaripara in the district of Jessore in
East Bengal. When he was born,
his body was very soft and
beautiful, and because
he had a golden complexion, his
mother and all the
local ladies gave him the nickname Jona
(meaning “glow-worm”).
His actual name was Bhima. For
approximately three or
four months he didn’t speak or cry
at all, and his family
was very worried. Then one day a
Muslim mendicant who
came to their home begging said to
Gurudeva’s mother,
“Your son is not speaking?”
She replied, “How did
you know that? If you can, please
make him speak
somehow.”
The mendicant replied,
“Do one thing. In the village
there are some
‘untouchables’, persons from the cudra class
who work in the
cremation grounds. They eat low-grade
rice that is left
soaking overnight. Beg some of this rice
from them, feed it to
your child, and then he will speak.”
Guru Maharaja’s mother
was a very hard-working lady,
who mostly looked
after their land. She would discipline her
children very
strictly, and they would never go anywhere
without her permission.
Everyone respected her. When she
approached one of
these cudra families and asked for some
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of this rice, they
said, “How can you take this? It has been
touched by us!”
She replied, “Don’t
worry; just give me some of it.”
Obtaining some of this
rice, she took it back to her home
and put it before the
child, and at once he started crying,
“Ma! Ma!” and began
speaking from that point on.
In his boyhood our
gurudeva was very close to his father,
who was especially
affectionate towards him. At that time
the people of East Bengal were very religious, and there
would always be
readings from Bhagavad-gita and Crimad-
Bhagavatam going on.
Then the Partition came, and it was
as if the very heart
of Bengal was torn out. From early
childhood Gurudeva
would grasp his father’s finger and
accompany him to
religious programmes, and if it was dark,
he would sit on his
father’s shoulders. Thus religious
philosophy became his
interest. There is a Hindi proverb,
honahara viravana ke
hota cikane pata, which means that
when a sapling will
grow to be fruitful, its leaves are very
big and beautiful.
Coming events cast their shadow, and
from his childhood the
symptoms were there that he would
become a great
personality.
As he grew up, he
spent most of his time in the company
of a great mahatma who
had an acrama in the village. There
he would hear readings
from the Gita, Bhagavatam and
Vedanta. When he was
at school, at a very young age he
started his own
magazine, and its language was very literary.
He was also an
excellent speaker, and when he would speak
in a large assembly,
there would be no need of a loudspeaker.
He didn’t know as many
clokas as some devotees,
but he would give such
beautiful explanations. There is one
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verse from
Crimad-Bhagavatam (1.2.11) of which he would
give an especially
beautiful explanation:
vadanti tat
tattva-vidas
tattvaμ yaj jnanam
advayam
brahmeti paramatmeti
bhagavan iti cabdyate
The para-tattva is
bhagavat-tattva. From brahma there is
Parabrahma, from atma
there is Paramatma, and from
Vis√u there is
Maha-Vis√u. But for Svayam Bhagavan
KRs√a there is no
necessity of the words “Param Svayam
Bhagavan”, because
KRs√a is the supreme tattva, and
brahma and Paramatma
are His reflection and plenary
portion, respectively.
Brahma cannot actually be called an
object, because any
object must necessarily have qualities.
Brahma is the potency
of an object, and can be said to be
the shelter of an
object, but brahma itself is not an object.
The names brahma,
Paramatma and Bhagavan are synonymous,
but Bhagavan is to be
worshipped, not brahma,
because brahma is
formless.
When I first joined
the ma†ha, I received such special
mercy from Bhagavan
that I had the opportunity to accompany
our gurudeva to many
big programmes where he
would speak, and he always
kept me with him. He gave my
senior godbrother
Crila Vamana Maharaja the responsibility
for printing and,
being a very qualified man, he has since
printed many books and
magazines one after the other. In
order to help with the
magazine and cooking, and to look
after many services,
Guruji would keep me with him. His
style of speaking and
writing was wonderful, and it was my
great fortune to hear
so much from him. I always took notes
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and stayed with him
like his shadow. Vamana Maharaja, just
as now, was very quiet
and didn’t speak much, but my dear
godbrother Trivikrama
Maharaja and myself were very
talkative. We were
always engaged in debating about this
and that, and when
Guruji would become tired of us, he
would say, “Take this
book – the answer is there.” These
days devotees don’t
discuss topics of tattva much. Instead
they speak about the
type of clothing they wear and what
kind of food they eat.
When two Vais√avas meet, they
should discuss tattva,
and it was our great fortune to hear
talks on bhakti-tattva
from very learned devotees. But these
days hardly anyone
takes the time to discuss the meaning of
the scriptures.
Guruji was so
intelligent and had so much potency in
speaking that he could
change yes to no and no to yes. It
was amazing; without
such devotees, preaching simply
would not go on. If
one of us wants to write and publish
something, we have to
look in many, many books and do so
much editing, and even
if five of us are working together,
we still may have
difficulty writing something. But what
would Guru Maharaja
do? At the annual Navadvipa
parikrama, five to
seven thousand devotees would come to
offer pra√ama to him
and he would speak with many of
them. Somehow, in the
midst of all this commotion, he
would simultaneously
dictate an article for his magazine to
Vamana Maharaja. There
would not even be any necessity
to check it; at once
it was ready to go to press. It was amazing
how he would never
have to look in any book. When
one of us is preparing
to speak something, we have to first
look in so many books.
And when we listen to someone
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speak or when we read
something, we have to take notes in
order to retain it.
But Guru Maharaja in his whole life never
took any notes. He
read so many books – his library is here
in the ma†ha [in Mathura] – but he never
took any notes.
And he knew so much
history; no acarya knew more history
than him. Crila
Bhaktisiddhanta Prabhupada called him a
“Vedantic pa√∂ita”.
Guru Maharaja went
from East Bengal to study at a very
old and famous college
near Calcutta.
Many great scholars
studied there and
admission was not granted to everyone.
But due to his superior
intelligence he was awarded admission.
In his very first year
the dean and professors would
call him to read Cri
Caitanya-caritamRta to them. Caitanyacaritam
Rta was composed in
Bengali, but there is no
Sanskrit book that can
match its highly poetic and philosophical
language.
jivera ‘svarupa’ haya
– kRs√era ‘nitya-dasa’
kRs√era
‘ta†astha-cakti’, ‘bhedabheda-prakaca’
Cri
Caitanya-caritamRta (Madhya-lila 20.108)
The inherent form of
the jiva is that of an eternal servant of
Cri KRs√a. The jiva is
the marginal potency of KRs√a, and is
therefore simultaneously
one with and different from Him.
The dean and
professors were unable to explain this
verse. Even in our
sampradaya you will find very few devotees
who can properly
explain it. So our gurudeva would
have philosophical
discussions with them, and in the end he
left that college,
saying, “Even the professors here understand
nothing, so what will
they teach me?” At that time
Gandhi had started his
movement to oppose the British
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government, saying,
“The English must leave India;
they
will not impose the
salt tax.” All over India
the people
revolted against the
British. So many big names like
Balagangadhara Tilaka,
Gorakle, C.R. Das, P.C. Raya and
Lala Laja-patarai
joined the opposition movement. It was as
if the blood of India’s youth
was boiling, and at once all of
India’s industry stopped.
Then the English thought,
“Gandhi has so much
influence?” Our gurudeva joined as
well, but when Gandhi
withdrew his movement due to
violence, Guruji along
with many others joined the revolutionary
party of Subash Candra
Bose. Taking a knife and a
rifle, he remained
hidden within the forests and jungles for
some time. At that
time the British government issued a
warrant for his
arrest. He later joined the Gau∂iya Mission,
and then ten years
afterwards, the British government
finally came to know
of his whereabouts. One day some
agents came to
Mayapura with a warrant for Guruji’s arrest,
and they approached
Prabhupada about it. Prabhupada told
them, “But look how he
has completely changed. He has
become a sadhu, a
mahatma.” After discussing the matter
with Prabhupada and
considering further, they withdrew
the warrant.
Guruji was a champion
footballer, and he was proficient
in all subjects; he
was an “all-rounder”. He was proficient in
sports, in studying,
in fighting, in managing people and in
speaking sweetly. At
the age of only sixteen he was managing
all the tenants on his
father’s land. He first came to the
Caitanya Ma†ha in
Mayapura at that age, and desired to
receive harinama and
diksa from Prabhupada. For some
time he returned to
his home and went to college, but at the
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age of eighteen he
returned to the ma†ha with his aunt. She
was a very scholarly
lady, and together they would compose
very beautiful poems
and essays. Once when they were
conversing in
Mayapura, Prabhupada said, “We will go on
parikrama of the
entire planet and establish one ma†ha after
the other. In England, America, and all of the holy places
of
India such as Haridwara,
Prayaga, VRndavana, Kaci and
South India, preaching
will go on.”
Then Guruji’s aunt
said, “You are seeing a very big
dream! You are like
the poor man who begged a torn bag
from someone, placed
it under his head and fell asleep.
While sleeping he
dreamed, ‘Oh, I am a millionaire! I am
an emperor!’ Who will
see to all of this?”
Prabhupada replied,
“Vinoda1 will see to it.”
After this Guru
Maharaja began staying in the ma†ha and
did not return to his
home again. He had all of the symptoms
of a great personality
on his body. His form was softer
than butter, his arms
extended down to his knees, and all
auspicious signs were
on his hands. He had “artist’s fingers”,
very thin and long. In
the morning he would eat just a little
simple rice with some
salt and then go out and work hard
collecting donations
for the ma†ha all day. He would collect
one paisa from each
person, rather than taking a large
amount from anyone. He
would go to places where there
were large crowds such
as the bus and train stations, speak
about Mahaprabhu’s
doctrine to people, and take just one
paisa from each
person. He would keep this money locked
up in a box that had a
slot on top for the coins, and the key
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1
Crila Kecava
Maharaja’s brahmacari name was Vinoda-bihari
Brahmacari.
was left with
Prabhupada. He would do this every day until
sunset, without even
eating anything else.
One time Prabhupada
was being driven along in his car
in Calcutta and he saw Vinoda resting under a
tree with that
money box placed under
his head as a pillow. Tears came to
his eyes and he said,
“Such a beautiful young boy from a
wealthy family, only
eighteen years old; and for me, for the
service of Bhagavan,
he has left his parents and is undergoing
such hardships?” When
Gurudeva returned to the
ma†ha that night,
Prabhupada called him and said, “Vinoda,
you were sleeping on
the ground at Garima†a? You are
undergoing so much
hardship.”
Guruji replied, “No,
this hardship is a matter of great
happiness if only you
will be satisfied with me. This is my
everything. What more
could I desire? If the guru is
pleased, then Bhagavan
is pleased. There is nothing greater
than this.”
Prabhupada would call
Guruji “Tu” or “Tui”. There was
only one other
disciple for whom Prabhupada used this
affectionate name, and
that was Paramananda Prabhu, who
was always with Prabhupada.
Guruji was very intimate with
Prabhupada and would
sleep only near him. Even if he went
to take rest at one or
two o’clock in the morning, he would
knock on the door to
Prabhupada’s room. The other devotees
would complain, but
Prabhupada would always get up
and open the door for
him.
Once Guru Maharaja was
out collecting with Siddhasvarupa
Brahmacari, who later
became Crila Bhakti Crirupa
Siddhanti Maharaja.
They had collected one large bag
completely full with
vegetables, and another half full. They
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got off the train at Howrah station, which was
about five
miles from the ma†ha.
There was no public transportation
which covered the
entire distance at that time, and there
was no money available
in the ma†ha for taking a rickshaw.
Gurudeva lifted up the
full bag and said, “Let’s go!” But
Siddhanti Maharaja
said, “No! You are my older brother
and my ciksa-guru.
Therefore I will take the full bag!”
Guruji replied, “No,
you are a small boy, my younger
brother. I will take
it!” Snatching it back and forth from one
another, finally
Guruji convinced Siddhanti Maharaja and
carried that weight
all the way to the ma†ha. This is how he
did guru-seva.
Whenever any necessity arose, Prabhupada
would say, “Where is
Vinoda?”
After Guru Maharaja’s
father passed away, his mother was
crying for her son
Vinoda day and night, even though she
had three other sons
in the house. One was a high school
headmaster who later
also became Prabhupada’s disciple
and the acarya of the
Gau∂iya Mission,
Crila Audulomi
Maharaja. He was
fluent in English, and was a very talented
speaker and writer.
Vinoda was the youngest of the brothers.
His mother sent a
letter to Prabhupada saying, “Please send
Vinoda for some time
to attend to some work here on our
land, and when it is
completed, he will return to you.” There
were some Muslim
tenants who had refused to pay their rent
for about five years,
so Prabhupada sent him there. Amongst
the tenants there was
one guöa (hooligan) who was a very
large man and the
worst of them all. Guruji ordered one of
his family’s hired
workers to apprehend this man and bring
him to the house. The
man was beaten three or four times,
and after this all the
tenants began paying their rent.
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On Prabhupada’s land
in Mayapura also there were
Muslims who were not
paying their rent. Prabhupada was
thinking to sell the
land, but Guruji pleaded with him to
allow him to try and
procure the rent money from these
people. Prabhupada
said, “What will you do? You are only
a boy of eighteen
years.” Eventually Prabhupada agreed,
and Guruji had the
ringleader apprehended, tied to a jackfruit
tree and beaten.
Immediately all the tenants there
became frightened and
began paying their rent, and Guruji
offered that money as
puspanjali at the feet of Prabhupada.
But Guruji would care
for those people whom he respected
more than he would for
his own life. Everyone respected
him like a father.
At the end of her
life, Guru Maharaja’s mother sent
another letter to
Prabhupada saying, “Please send my dear
son Vinoda home for a
little while.” He called Vinoda and
told him, “Your mother
is dying; you must go to her immediately.”
Instead of going,
Guruji went and hid somewhere
in the ma†ha for a
whole day and night. When Prabhupada
came to know of it, he
sent for Guruji and told him, “Your
mother is very ill.
You should go to her. I instructed you to
go, so why haven’t you
gone?”
Guru Maharaja replied,
“Prabhu, after so many births
I have attained the
shelter of your feet. By your mercy, I
have finally come to
bhagavad-bhakti after so many births.
Suppose I go to my
mother, and while she is taking her last
breath she places her
hand on my head and says to me, ‘I am
going now. Who will
look after our property? You must do
it.’ What will I do
then? Having left your lotus feet, I will
again be trapped in
maya.” Falling at Prabhupada’s feet, he
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began crying, and
Prabhupada bestowed plentiful blessings
upon him. Until one’s
determination is like this, he does
not have the qualification
to leave his home and family. One
must have the
understanding of a madhyama-adhikari that
the bodily relations
of this material world are meaningless.
Otherwise, even
without being requested, one will automatically
return to his home and
family. And if he does continue
to stay in the ma†ha,
it will only be for procuring money,
women and prestige. He
will have only gone in a circle and
will end up back where
he started. Therefore one cannot
leave his home and
family until he has this qualification.
There was a disciple
of Prabhupada named Rama-govinda
Vidyaratna, who was a
scholar of Vedanta, the Bhagavatam
and all the
scriptures. He was a very good devotee and
later became Naimi
Maharaja. Once, he desired to have
darcana of
Prabhupada’s guru, Crila Gaura-kicora dasa
Babaji Maharaja, and
Guruji also wanted to go; so taking
Prabhupada’s
permission, they went. At that time, to avoid
the trouble that
ordinary people were giving him, Babaji
Maharaja had locked
himself in a latrine for about a week
and was just chanting,
“Hare KRs√a, Hare KRs√a...” The
news reached the
district magistrate and the police superintendent,
and at once they all
came running there. Seeing
that the door was
locked from inside, they approached with
folded hands and said,
“Babaji Maharaja, we will construct
you a very nice hut
for bhajana.”
He replied, “No, this
is very nice.”
“Why?”
“Because the stench of
the lust of materialistic people
does not come here. I
prefer the stench of stool to that.”
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“Alright, Maharaja, we
will supply you with one boy to
keep those people away
from you.” Day and night they were
trying to persuade him
to come out, but he would only say,
“For me, this is Vaiku√†ha.”
So many times they asked him
to please open the
door, but time and again he would reply,
“I am not well; I am
unable to do it.” He would not open
the door for those
people, and he just continued chanting
“Hare KRs√a, Hare
KRs√a, KRs√a...” Then Guruji
approached the door
and said, “Babaji Maharaja, we are
disciples of
Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati.” Hearing the name
of Prabhupada, Babaji
Maharaja at once stood up. Opening
the door, he let them
in and again locked the door. The two
boys offered pra√ama
and, grasping the feet of Babaji
Maharaja, Guruji said,
“Please give us your blessings.”
Then Babaji Maharaja
told him, “I will take all of your
hardships and
impediments away so you can always perform
bhajana freely – this
is my blessing.” Later on, Guruji would
say on many occasions
that although difficulties may have
come to him from time
to time, by the mercy of Babaji
Maharaja, nothing
could ever disturb him.
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Chapter Four
The Disappearance Day
of
Crila Bhaktisiddhanta
Sarasvati Prabhupada
Today is the
anniversary of the day of separation from
nitya-lila pravis†a oμ
vis√upada as†ottara-cata Cri Crimad
Bhaktisiddhanta
Sarasvati Gosvami Prabhupada. It is the
day of pancami, and he
also appeared on pancami. He
took birth in the home
of Bhaktivinoda Ehakura, who is
an eternal associate
of both Cri KRs√a and Cri Caitanya
Mahaprabhu. Just as
the sage Bhagiratha brought the
Ga∫ga to this world,
Bhaktivinoda Ehakura was the great
personality who
brought the current of bhakti to this world
in the modern era.
When the so-called gosvamis were
making a business out
of bhakti while engaging in varieties
of worldly enjoyment,
when in the name of Mahaprabhu so
many kinds of bogus
philosophies were prevalent, such as
sakhi-beki,
smarta-jati, sahajiya, etc. – at that time Crila
Bhaktivinoda Ehakura
came. After that, Prabhupada
appeared in the form
of his son, Bimala Prasada. If these
two great
personalities had not appeared, then cuddhabhakti
would not exist in the
world today. And from the
time that they disappeared,
society began reverting back to
its previous
condition. At first there were thirteen known
sahajiya cults, then
our Guru Maharaja, Crila Bhakti
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Gosvami, counted thirty-nine. And how
many there are now, no
one knows.
I am also seeing how
things are gradually changing. We
saw how renounced the
devotees were before. For instance,
we never used to see
socks on the feet of any Vais√ava, and
we never saw devotees
wearing such sweaters and cadaras as
we do now. They only
wore the bare necessities of clothing
and a cheap blanket,
even as they attended ma∫gala-arati in
the morning cold. It
is only after the disappearance of
Prabhupada that
devotees can be seen to wear these other
things. They would
live with such simplicity, eating only
cak, rice and a thin
dahl, but in comparison to them, just
look at the way we are
living! And I speak for myself also –
their knowledge, their
renunciation and their spiritual conception
were of such a high
standard that in comparison to
them we are so
inferior.
The period between
Vicvanatha Cakravarti Ehakura and
Bhaktivinoda Ehakura
was an age of darkness for Gau∂iya
Vais√avism. Living at
that time were some real Vais√avas
who performed real
bhajana, but mostly, just as we still see
sometimes today, the
so-called Vais√avas only performed
rituals for wages.
When someone would die, people would
call the Gau∂iya Vais√ava
babajis, who would come and
chant some ceremonial
kirtana and perform other rituals
for wages. And there
was so much misconduct in their
behaviour. Seeing
this, Bhaktivinoda Ehakura thought,
“These people are
Vais√avas? The conception of
Mahaprabhu has
completely vanished. What can be done?”
He was very worried.
Bhaktivinoda Ehakura endeavoured
to his utmost, but
changes did not come about in his
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lifetime to the degree
that he would have liked. He went
from town to town and
village to village inaugurating the
nama-ha††a. In each
village he would assemble four or five
of the religious men,
form a committee and hold programmes
for harinama-kirtana
on Sundays. Gradually it
spread from one
village to the next, but overall his preaching
was limited to
Navadvipa, Calcutta
and the rest of
Bengal.
He published the
magazine Sajjana-tosa√i, and through
its medium he
gradually published Cri Caitanya-caritamRta
and other books in
instalments. He made a circle of
devotees, and also
revealed Navadvipa-dhama through his
writings, although the
scholars of society and the sahajiyas
didn’t accept his
ideology. Then Prabhupada appeared in
Puri. Because
Bhaktivinoda Ehakura was a district magistrate,
he would be
transferred here and there, but he would
always keep
Bhakti-rasamRta-sindhu and Caitanya-caritamRta
with him and explain
them to his son. Prabhupada received
so much instruction
from him, but we should understand
that Prabhupada is an
eternally liberated soul; there was no
one in the world like
him. Without being educated in
school or college he
learned all subjects very quickly and
became a great scholar
in Sanskrit. His English was so high
that even professors
of English could not understand it. I
have been told by some
learned Western devotees that
when reading his
Brahma-saμhita, they must repeatedly
consult the
dictionary. And his Bengali was also of such a
high standard that
even eminent scholars found it difficult
to follow. He said
that spiritual language should be like
that; it shouldn’t be so simple to understand.
Om Tat Sat
(Continued...)
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